Part of my happiness (L)

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2009-09-09T13:05:00.001+08:00

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Still on construction!

UPDATED.

Onsugar site done. (: Bye blogger.

2009-09-08T16:28:00.003+08:00

I can' remember which days is which days, but at least i remember where i went to.

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Town to baby fair with Mel, Yl and Ash. Spend untill i broke! Zzz )':

Amk hub Ntucxtra with Mom, Jason and Ash. After that caught Final destination @ Gv Yishun with Jason and Yl. I don't think it's enough disgusting for me. The previous one was better than this one. Not exciting. Waste of money. After that, slacked with Leehao, Yl, Teck @ Mac. Swopped to 744 to slack, and saw Ps they all. Home around 2am plus.

Last few weeks, @ Xavier's 1st birthday party.

Lazy post too much since the other mommies have alr posted (:

Alright, gtg. I need to rest. Cramps, headaches. All are killing me. F man. Bye!

2009-09-08T01:47:00.002+08:00

Dearest dearest little one..

Sometimes i feel so irritated by him, but he always manage to melt me with this kind of look whenever i'm angry. Sometimes i angry, and scold him. I'll scream 'I'M ANGRY/MOMMY'S ANGRY ALR'. And he just stop screaming and laugh at me -.- Idk why, but i think he abit crazy like me. Zzz. How to not love him right!

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Update later on in the afternoon or evening. (IF) I'm feeling better. Idk why i'm feeling very giddy everyday now. And the cramps are killing me soon. Panadol extra can't help my cramps much.

I'm superb tired now yet i can't go to bed yet, because my gastric was acting up previously. I ate a packet of maggi. And i have to wait for everything to digest. Kept on smoking hoping that i could get to bed soon. Yawns.

Changing my number soon, alr got the sim card. Change my number just because of 'her' leh. Kindly update your phone book for those who receive my text few days later ok? Thanks alot (: Those who never receive then too bad lor. But i think only she won't receive la.

The her is who? She knows herself.

It's not because you didn't invited or you didn't inform me. You still can't understand what i'm saying just like that Jason's pig brain.

F man, it's 2am. When can i actually head to bed!?

I'm afraid Ash might wake up earlier later for his milk, instead of 7,8or9 plus in the morning. Because he had his last milk @ 7.30pm. And i tried feeding him some before his sleep like usual. But he scream like i want to cut his bird again, screaming for me to coax him sleep. (We went visiting my brother, and tampanies to shop earlier). Then always he never drink before sleep, everytime sure sibei heng i lie down on bed he starts to make noise liao. Argh. Pray hard that it doesn't happen this time. I'm really so unwell!

But..

Yes! Is sickness finally coming to me soon? I hope soon! HEEHEE.

Anw, gtg. Bye! (:

- Jason and my r/s is very complicated, we're still together. But, aiya! Just complicated you know. Haha! I still love him la. But well, complicated. Why? Idk too leh. Too tired to think so much now. Headache is killing me!

Thanks!

2009-08-31T17:20:00.004+08:00

Mommy playing with Ash.

Thanks for caring passerbys and guests. Luv you all to the max (:
But i'm obviously very very fine. Haha! The r/s is just very complicated.

Doesn't matters

2009-08-30T11:41:00.003+08:00

It's impossible to save this r/s. Because i can't love someone like you.

Crack my head, thinking about the future. I don't care about perfect family. I don't think perfect family needs to bring up a good child. As long as the bonding is there.

Aiya, sibei irritating. I don't like to think about future. I don't like to plan about future. I don't like to make my brain work. I like to just walk on the road smoothly. Without planning.

But see, I've to plan now. Crack my head untill i going kisiao. Asking everyone which choice is better. (I'm bad in making choices except shopping)

You all don't have to know what happen, but i can say nothing happen. Just that i cannot take it that the man, the father of my child (He doesn't looks like -.-) is sibei sibei useless. Or dumb i should say. I'm sick and tired of his idk idk idk idk idk idk.

DKDKDKDKDKDKDKDK.

Fyi, i didn't say i know everything. But at least i did try. He tried, but i can't see him trying his best. In the end he'll still say idk. Darn. Sibei irritating.

I knew this will happen soon out or later. So i alr started thinking like months ago. No i don't have a affair. No i didn't have a liking on other guys. But yes, but feelings are totally gone. I can't say it's totally impossible to save this r/s. But unless he at least understand me. But he don't leh! After 3 years of r/s. Wah, bth. Say untill him my blood vessels can burst. Great.

I got very bad temper. Very very very very very bad those kind. And because of him. I keep gek gek gek. Then they say now my neck there swollen. If it worsten i need see doc eh! Why ah, i didn't know got such things untill they tell me. And once i flare up, i'll cannot breath. Like bull. And i feel like dying when that happens. Very very irritated!

I only feel peace when i'm with my friends. PEACE! Lol.

Anw, don't ask me anything about this ok? Keep the comments to yourself. (L)

(Remember i'm only 17? Pretty 17 is going away in a few years, let's cherish ok!)

Blog about Xavier's 1st birthday celebration tmr or something. Please don't flood my board with your ad too. Irritating leh. Reply tags later, busy man. Bye!

First Flip

2009-08-28T16:10:00.004+08:00

My Ash darling flipped! But wait.. It's from tummy to back. Not back from tummy. Lol!

I'm so proud of him even though he flipped from tummy to back first but not from back to tummy, still.. He's trying very hard everyday to flip. See.

He going to be 4 months old soon!

We brought this bumbo seat about 2 weeks ago at Mothercare. My mom always says Yanwen's baby sit in the bumbo seat sibei cute. And just nice, about 1 month plus ago. When i brought Ash for his 2 months jab @Kk, Mom saw it on offer at Mothercare. And she brought one for Ash.

It's hard to squeeze his legs in -.- I think he can't sit inside for long. Zzz.

Ohya! The swimming picture(s). Lol. I only upload one of the swimming one because i wanna save time and faster update finish before he's awake!

Before swimming..

Swimming..

After swimming! Change handsome clothes for him. Lol!

Yesterday, was Mel's birthday. I didn't attend his celebration as it was raining so heavily untill 4pm? And it's to late to go out plus i quarrelled with my Mom.

Ash was super not well-behaved yesterday. His body sticking to me for hours is more than enough alr. Want to put him down only ah, want only hor! His butt haven't even touch the bouncer he scream alr. Siao one.

Today..

After i bath him in the morning, brought him down to buy his milk powder. After we reach home, he straight away scream. Wanting to sleep. Went to put him to sleep and i start busying with the laundry.

(He's awake, and sitting on his bouncer now.) Gotta type faster!

While i was eating maggi, he looked at me with this kind of face and then scream -.-

Every morning, after bath i'll feed him with 60ml of warm water. Mixed with gripe water. After that he'll go have his 1st nap of the day, and after he wake he'll drink milk. And another 2 hours later i'll feed him water again. But he doesn't like water! No choice he have to drink because he gets heaty very easily. So i tried using his bowl and spoon to feed him. Who knows he let all the water flow out from the side of his mouth. But better la, at least got drink untill 10ml -.- The handkerchief you take away from him after feeding, squeeze it still got water come out ok.

But i tried giving him Heinz's apple juice to him using the same way, one drop also never drip out hor! Drink finish smack his lips somemore -.- Cannot stand him.

Ok, gtg. Need to entertain him before he screams :x Bye!

6Teen.

2009-08-26T14:38:00.001+08:00

Hey! It's only less than 10 hours to Mel's 16th Birthday!

Aiya, i know he a lot of fans. Too much that i wanna faint after reading his tags. (Just Joking) Remember to tag him ok? Give him a great 16th bithday!

It's been long since i first knew Melmel. About 5 years? When i know him i was only 12, and he's still a kid holding a packet of chips in his hands while walking home. Haha! Who knows we're such good friends right now!

Like dieting together, being vain together. Snapping pictures together. Oh, that's our favourite! We used to sing together also right. Aw, good memories.

Can't wait to hit town tomorrow for your celebration, wear pink top ok!
Ps: Let's hug together and cry. LOL!

It's always happy to see yourself and your good friends grow.

Anyway, Yesterday. 25th August.

I brought Ashton to plaza again for swimming. Seems like this time he really enjoyed quite a lot. Pictures will be post up soon.

Shopped around, M}phosis is having sales. So managed to get one pants and a dress. Fatty pig still wanna buy pretty clothings. Reached home about 9 plus in the night. Was actually going out after i make Ashton sleep. But no where to go leh, so i got that off my mind. And went to use com for a little while and sleep.

Ohya! Baby swimming is opening a outlet at Northpoint on Oct. Next time bring Ash go swim no need run far liao. Sweeeeee, shiok!

Today, nothing to do. So actually asked Mel wanna go Northpoint for a walk. But in the end i say don't want. Because i scare today go out, tomorrow more tired. No mood later. Somemore i'm like super tired today, idk why too. I slept early last night what.

But Mel's coming up soon! Then i won't be so bored alr. Love man!

Think i gtg, Ash is waking up soon. Update again when i'm not that lazy.

Luv.

(Youth never lasts. Cherish Youth.)

2009-08-23T19:34:00.000+08:00

Ok, pictures finally done uploading. Very very long, damn photobucket. Damn blogger. Am using IE on my Mom's desktop to update. Morzilla keep can't view blogger web on my lappy and Mom's desktop leh. Strange, but Mel can, idk why too.
Before i update, let me post all the overdued pictures first. Ashton is about 2 months plus old going 3 months that time. Some are 3 months old alr. I think those still wearing mittens is 2 months plus, while 3 months plus are those without wearing mittens one.

Now he's damn sticky. If he spots me while my Brother or Mom is playing with him, he sometimes will scream for me. Aw, cute. But very irritating that he needs to be carried always. He's now drinking still 7oz, actually he's not enough if i feed him 7oz la. But now mixed with brown rice. So thicker, and he's full enough. (: Now he sleeps at 9 plus in the night, and wake up only 9 plus the next morning. Sometimes 8 plus, depends on himself. Don't know why he starts to drip saliva. I think because he keep suck his hand. Lol!
Now, this is a overdued picture too. Idk which day, Northpoint, then home to put Ash, then mustafa. With Mel, Yl, Ky and Ben.

More @ Melmel's blog.

All of these, also overdued pictures. Just 1 week back. A few days after that day (but idk which day -.-) i brought him for baby swimming @ Plaza sing. The swimming pictures are in my Mom's phone as i didn't bring my cam that day. Will post some other days.

Some other normal days rotting at home..

Wednesday, 19th Aug

Hit town with Yl, Yf, Yx and Ash and Mel to celebrate Yl's birthday in advance.

Thursday, 20th Aug.

It's just another normal days at home.

Friday, 21st Aug.

Happy birthday Yl baobei!

Mommy's outing @ J8.

Lastly,

Headed home, Mel came over. Leehao and Teckhua came over after him. Had a long chat. And after that Jason came back from camp around 3am plus.

Saturday, 22nd Aug.

Headed back to Eunos, and went back Yishun in the night. So upset that i can't go baby Dawn's 1st birthday celebration which is just 5 minutes walk from my house.

Headed back Yishun, rushed for movie with Jason @ 11.30pm. Watched 'Where got ghost?' and after that was alr 1am plus. Yishun was raining very heavily. No where to go and i went boat quay to look for Yf. While Jason went back Eunos. Came back Yishun around 4am, met up with Mel for mac breakfast and then reach home @ 5am.

And for today.. Nowhere to go, Mel's coming up soon. AND.. I'M FINALLY DONE! Bye!

2009-08-18T13:18:00.000+08:00

I should really update this going-to-rot blog.
But wait till Ashton sleeps first. (:

Be Strong..

2009-08-10T01:30:00.006+08:00

Mood swings ~

I'm no longer important in you right?

Great, cos' i feel the same too.

Maybe?

'Be Strong'. Ash needs you darling.

2009-08-06T12:45:00.000+08:00

Don't mind me for not updating.
Blogger has so much problems that it stopped me for updating.
Seriously, very pissed with that.

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Argh. Update some other time.

2009-07-27T22:08:00.007+08:00

Was actually posting up the pictures, but....

I feel so dizzy, i kept wanting to vomit.
I've no appetite, my stomach's bloated.

But wait, don't get the wrong idea.
I'm not pregnant ah.

Maybe........

I'm falling sick soon?
I wish i'm sick soooooon. (:

Sickness sickness, come to mamamamamamamama!

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Anyway, just don't feel like making you all feel disappointed AGAIN AND AGAIN.
So, i posted one photo of Ashton, which is taken about 2 days ago.
And he's screaming and laughing at the same time -.-

Not in a good mood.
(Don't try and scare me by threatening, think i care?)

Update again.. (L)

2009-07-25T23:26:00.000+08:00

Grats to Etrini on her baby girl's arrival (:

I was actually going to update this rotting blog of mine. But know what? I spend 8 hours uploading about 50 pictures. And it couldn't be that long right?! I think there's something wrong with the wireless today at my house. Very laggy. Surf net also. I tried uploading some videos on youtube so i could post up. But then it takes about 6 hours ok? Very shag. Totally no mood anymore. Let me sort out the photos tomorrow and then post up.

I know all of you will be thinking 'Yaya, always say also never do'.
(I really did try lor, but once i typed Blogger.com, i start to feel very bored alr)

And close friends ask, 'Why never blog ah?'
(很sian嘛.Kp leh.你自己也是没有blog -.-)

But who knows, i might in a good mood tomorrow. Nobody knows what will happen the next second right.

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Okay, Ashton ashton ashton. I think most people only wants to know how Ashton is doing instead of me, sibei bias one. Aiya, but nevermind. I'll talk about Ashton now, and so tomorrow if i want to update, i no need to type anymore. Just copy and paste the codes, so idea. :D

Ok, i really don't know where to start. So this might sound stupid. Ashton doesn't eat and sleep anymore. He only takes about 1-2 hours of nap in the day. Sometimes twice a day or thrice. Depends on his mood. So most of the time, he'll be on his bouncer, playing with his hands, eating his hands, licking his hands, talking to himself, see us walk around, fake cry to attract my attention, observe Cookie when she walks around, laugh untill must scream, laugh and laugh and laugh, Mel tried to kiss him and he gave disgusted face(LOL), pout his lips, scream and alot more.

I seriously don't know why is this 2 months baby sleeping so less in the day like a 6 months old baby, i also don't know why he starts to eat his hands when he isn't 2 months old, i also don't know why he doesn't behaves like a 2 month old baby -.-

And also, he's a super talkative and happy baby. Happy that he is not a cry baby.

So.. Now i got time of cos surf net or relax right. Because he only sleep for that little in the day. But at least, he sleeps earlier in the night now. And only wakes up in the morning for milk. Maybe 7 or 8 hours then wake up. It all depends on his mood. Sometimes might wake up like 9 to 10 hours later. Making me damn shock because after i gave birth, first thing i do when i wake up is attend to him. But now, i wake up and see him still sleeping. And so, when he wake up for milk. I feel that my room's window is going to break soon. Because he scream like i take a knife and chop his bird -.-

I think no more alr, and i really want to lie on the bed and relax before he's up and scream for his milk. After that, need to coax him sleep, and then i also sleep. Wahlao, shiok. Everyday waiting for sleep. Haha!

Good night. (:

2009-07-12T16:44:00.000+08:00

YES! 60KG. 13KG MORE :D

2009-07-07T11:33:00.002+08:00

Finally updated. Blogger uploading pics still has problems. No choice. Not to wait but use photobucket. Argh. Slow man. Only can upload one pic at once. Feel like slamming the com down alr.

But anw, i manage to upload the pictures i wanted to post. Not much but at least for your entertainment. I'm kinda busy this few days. Actually lazy. Lol.

As you know, i have a bad habit of putting strange things on Ashton's head. So one day i put the pampers on his head again. And i found him irresistable cute! :D Don't believe?

Feel like kissing him so much! :D And he looks like a girl -.- But nvm, good what!

Not really alot things to post/update. Because i've been staying at home mostly. So my friends'd come up to visit me and Ashhy when i'm at Yishun. When Ashton can see alr, then i need move back Eunos to stay for good. Only can come back Yishun 2 days per week. Haiya. I still not bear to leave Cookie leh. Sobs. She has been tearing ever since the last month of my pregnancy. I wonder why too. We didn't neglect her mah. ):

I've nothing to blog about. So next time ok? (:

Goodbye. Anw, mstiantian's back! :D

2009-06-25T09:20:00.002+08:00

Guest/CHAOCHEEHONG. I wanna step cute with my hair leh. I like. I'm fat ah? No leh, i'm only swollen with water retention. Use the fcorrect words to describe a lady like me who has just gave birth before you talk. MY FACE PRETTY LEH. FACE PRETTY FACE PRETTY FACE PRETTY. I LIKE LEH. I LIKE TO SAY LEH. I LIKE I LIKE I LIKE. I'M SWOLLEN AND PRETTY. I LIKE I LIKE I LIKE. CHAO CHEE BYE. NOT HAPPY DON'T COME LOR. You think i like you ah. Cannot give compliment to yourself right. You'll surely die with regrets. Because you never had the chance to give compliment to yourself. And nobody gave it to you too.

Because your buang mother gave birth to this buang pig face of yours. *PUKE*

Which made you cannot give compliment to yourself instead saying people like philipino maid. I really hope the lorry buang your face. BUANG YOUR FACE UNDERSTAND?

BUANG BUANG BUANG BUANG BUANG BUANG BUANG! NOT HAPPY? GO FIND ONE LORRY BUANG YOUR LET-PEOPLE-VOMIT-FACE.

Don't be happy first, because i'm not even angry. But i'm laughing at you.

And one last time i say, i'm swollen. Say that fat word again lor. CHAO PUBOR.

Photos later.

2009-06-22T18:12:00.001+08:00

Ashton vomits milk everywhere. Anytime -.-

My phone died on me. Darn, need to get it repair and faster trade in change a new phone. But this phone only with me for 7 months leh. Zzz. Suddenly spoil also, don't know what happened.

Tmr, need to go back for checkup. Boringggggg.

Update again ah.

2009-06-20T11:51:00.002+08:00

Ashton is fine alr. And i tell you, it's only 1 day at Yishun and he become back normal liao hor. No screaming, no tearing. No nothing. Except the usual crankiness during night time before he sleep. But never scream.

SEE LA. SAY HE'S SHOCK LIAO.

Now he at here, dreaming also laugh untill like what fuck. Everything became normal back to the time when i'm having confinement and taking care of him. I say he isn't a hard to handle baby alr. It's the construction works sounds in the day and at night the night terrors that scared him at Eunos. Damn it. Heng i brought him back. See now i got time blog and online.

I wake up, off aircon. Brought him out to the living room. Put him in sarong. Go brush teeth, smoke. Then on the com. Now relaxing infront.

I'm happy that he's all fine now without screaming. So his throat is also getting better. But still having his cough syrup thrice a day after meal. Anyway he likes it also lah.

Update later with pictures. Breakfast/lunch/dinner time.

Double fun, double happiness.

2009-06-18T09:56:00.003+08:00

Hi! Decided to sit down infront of the lappy and blog partly because my backache is getting better. Tried to lie down as much as i could. And it does really helps. Another is, i'm in a good mood today and also Ashton is still sleeping.

So i get to burst song in my ears with the earpiece, not the speakers.

Firstly, I'm fine. And i'm weighing on 64kg alr :D Heeheehee. 17 more kgs to shed yet. And that darn stubborn water retention on my hips, thighs and butt. -.- I hope my face tells ppl that i've just gave birth if i go out alone.

Secondly, Ashton is not a good to handle baby anymore. Now i finally know why he's my baby. I first was keep wondering is he my baby. He was such a sweet and quiet boy in the beginning. And now. Milk cannot wait, change pampers cannot wait. Everything cannot wait. Too long then shout. Not happy shout. Argh. Totally the same pattern like me. 'Hao xue bu xue, Xue ni de lao bu' -.- Most power is, he's only 1 month plus old. AND HE CAN DON'T SLEEP FOR THE WHOLE FUCKING DAY. AND ONLY SLEEP AT 4AM. Thank god is only that day. The next day he slept back around 12-1am. And i tell you, when he's only 2 weeks old. He drink fucking 6oz liao. Got shock anot.

Thirdly, I think Ashton is going to wake up for milk soon. FASTER FASTER TYPE!

Fourthly, I've pictures, but i'm afraid i open the drawer all that will wake Ashton up. So i'll skip this part ok?

Lastly, I wanna blog about yesterday's trip (:

AIYA. HE WAKE UP LIAO LEH. UPDATE AGAIN. TO BE CONTINUED.

Updated/

Was saying about yesterday's trip right?

Was super shag yesterday, backache. Everywhere pain. So asked Baby not to go camp and help me for a day. So i get to sleep to 3pm. And after that, backache all gone. Woke up, decided to go for a walk. And baby suggested Yishun so i could meet up with my co. Agreed. Bath Ashton and then myself. Cab back Yishun.

Reached, met up with Yl first. Went for dinner. Yf came over. And while Yf was carrying Ashton when we were eating. Ashton poop. Lol. Faster rush to baby care room. Just in case he screams. Done with diaper changing and went for a walk around.

Long john to slack, also feed Ashton milk. Their co came. And they all did a super stupid joke on Yf. Lol, took one of her slipper away and said the cleaner took a white slipper leh. She jitao shock and she stand up say WHERE. I CANNOT SEE. EH HELP ME GO TAKE LEH! Then when she look at the cleaner's tray, the auntie ask her. See what. LOL. Somemore all of us was laughing at here and everybody looking at her ok! HAHAHAHA.

Outside to smoke while baby carried Ashton to one side. Waited for my mom come see Ashton. Awhile more, cab back Eunos. Sibei not bear go back. It's been long since i had such fun. Having a baby at such a young age is really a big sacrifice.

TODAY, woke up. Faster bath myself incase Ashton wakes up. After that, he woke up for milk when i'm updating my blog untill half way. Rest awhile after milk and bath him. Nice nice liao, let's go see grandpa! Went to visit my dad with aunty, mom and Ashton. Daddy was shock to see my mom lah. Haha.

Aftermath, Century Square to buy his pacifier because i stupid forget bring -.- Then ate laksa for the whole day meal. Went to buy cig and then train back Eunos.

Then brought Ashton to see GP at Eunos mrt, he's having a sorethroat due to screaming too much. But not his fault too. They're upgrading the lift here. And the construction works noise made him cannot sleep in the day. And obvious. He's shock. And scare. He sleep little bit wake up. To check whether someone's around. Esp when he can't even see yet. So i've to hold him close to my body. To tell him mummy's here. So now, he's really afraid of falling asleep. Another one is also, he's having night terror. My mil played too much with him. For the whole fucking 1 week i've been telling her because he'll have nightmare in the night if play too much. Then now happy liao lor. My Ashton don't dare sleep. Keep scream suddenly while sleeping with tears ok! Fyi, my Ashton doesn't tear when he wants milk, diaper change or carry. He only tear when he's scare or having nightmare and when the nurse took his blood.

Then now, i takecare of him tired nvm. Problem is he keep tear and scream suddenly during his sleep. I carry him and cry with him just now ok! Super heartache. Not that i don't let my mil to play or talk to him. Just that newborn or 1st month old babies should be eating and sleeping always right. I told her this and she said this to Ashton: Aiyo, your mommy keep ask you eat and sleep, think you pig ah. I was like ok lor. Nvm. Then this thing continued for days. In the day, construction works sound shock him. In the night, nightmares scared him. SO HOW? I tell her, she say. Aiya, nvm one la. Ah son (My husband) last time also like that. Hey, my husband was born out with a sorethroat sound because she drank coke almost everyday while having him ok. Mine was normal hor. Tried to speak with her again. She said, sometimes having PCG also will like that. Because his PCG started to swollen. But right. I bath for him everyday i don't know meh. I touch his PCG he move also never move hor.

He scream because he's shock. He say the what 'Qi mu' talking to him. A some kind of god they said that will play with babies. Ok, i kinda believe because he always smile untill got sound during sleep when i'm having my confinement. Everything was normal when i'm staying at Yishun with Ashton. But then, he was screaming like what fuck leh. Keep tell her, she don't want listen to me. Hey, i'm the one taking care of him for 1 month plus liao leh. Think i don't know his pattern meh? I can tell you all, my mil doesn't knows how to takecare of a baby ok. My mother tell her, she also don't listen. Untill their Ahkim just now came up our house at Eunos then see him scream. One look only she know he shock dao ok. Then after the Ahkim say then she believe. Faster go the what god there take what 'Fu'. Drink the 'Fu' water alr then now he better. Although i don't believe lah, and i find it disgusting for my baby to drink such things. But my mom told me it's better to believe because i once happen this thing when i was young too. Medicine couldn't help. And after i had this thing it was suddenly all well. So no harm right.

Wtf. I young means i don't know thing meh? He's my child leh, i'll harm him meh.

My Ashton sleep sarong, mil say. Don't let him sleep too much. Let him lie on sofa make him use to it. But that time he alr kinda shock liao leh. That's why i was busy untill i didnt even on the lappy ok. Then i say put him down he'll scream one. It's either carry him or put him in sarong with the pacifier. Then she say, nvm. Let him scream a few days then ok liao. WTF RIGHT. SIBEI WTF I TELL YOU.

WTF WTF WTF. I DULAN UNTILL DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY ALR.

But thank god. Due to the construction works, i'll be staying at Yishun on weekdays, and Eunos on weekends. There won't be construction works going on weekends. Have to move here and there at least untill 3 months when he could see clearly. At least he can see and know we're there. More secure right.

Haiya, backache, heartache. Gtg. Photos next time.

2009-06-15T22:41:00.003+08:00

Accompanying Ashton untill we kisiao -.-

I have a super crazy baby.

2009-06-14T19:39:00.003+08:00

My new love. 500 bucks flyyyyyy )':

But i knew this day would come. Because this money was kept inside my bank 3 months before birth. Just to buy a cam to take pictures of Ashton. The 3 months i really stop myself to buy cosmetics like what ok.

Problem is, Burberry is having 30% sales, and i never thought i'd choose a cam over a thing i love so much. Aiya, what to do. Mother alr, baby's got can liao. Mother can wait. So maybe i'll get my Burberry next month. Without the damn 30%.

Yesterday was Ashton's full month celebration. But the actual one is on Friday.

All i can say is, super boring. And tiring. My backache is getting from bad to worst. Thanks to myself for not lying down during confinement and keep bending down when attending to Ashton instead of sitting on a chair.

Argh, need to go. Photos next time. Back really aches so much.

2009-06-11T13:29:00.003+08:00

Sometimes when i browse through this picture. My heart starts to ache.

Know what? I totally miss the past.

I'm going back eunos later on. COOOKIEEEEEEEE ! ): I only can see her twice a week from now. And i'll only be staying at Yishun for a week once a month. Boring -.-

But anw i need to hide at 3 months for diet right. Sorry ah. I think fat people shouldn't walk out on the streets. It's really a shame lor. This is what i feel for myself only. No offence.

I had massage yesterday. Auntie says my thighs and butts water retention will need take about 2 months leh! Because i put on drip about 7 packets lor! Imagine how swollen am i. But she said my hips water retention going no more soon! :D When is that day going to come when i'm wearing M size again. Darn!

So. If i never shed all the water retention within 3 months. Then i'll never ever. I'm serious hor! NEVER EVER GO SHOPPING WITH MY GIRLS. NEVER EVER BUY PRETTY CLOTHINGS. NEVER EVER WEAR HEELS. NEVER EVER CELEBRATE MY BIRTHDAY. And then act like a damn auntie going shopping centre only for groceries. You know what? God is unfair. -.-

But anw, my face getting better liao leh! Not pale alr. And the cheeks are red! When i looked into the mirror. I was shock to see my cheeks red! So i went to ask my Mom.

Me: Eh miiiii! Why i become pretty again!
Mom: Why leh? You last time not pretty meh?
Me: I PREGNANT PRETTY MEH!
Mom: Before pregnant -.-
Me: Yah pretty. But why now pretty back again ah!
Mom: Why?
Me: My cheeks red red. You see! *Goes closer*
Mom: You drink DOM everyday mah. And you drink so much, blood circulation.
Me: Wah, cool. Then i drink everyday. But very heaty leh. See i start to grow pimples.
Mom: When you go back can bath everyday then won't like that liao.
Me: Really? Ok lor! *Shouting* Yeah! I PRETTY LIAO.
Mom: Baby sleeping hor!
Me: -.- Pretty but fat. *Depressed again*

Update again after Ashton's full month.

2009-06-10T13:25:00.003+08:00

Blog before massage lady is here. Photos this time (:

I'm a very bad mother. Because..

I always put strange thing on his head. And i always laugh crazily at him. LOL!

Early in the morning. Put him inside because once it's day time. He don't like sleeping on the bed. Zzz. Very fussy leh him! -.-

And some randoms..

Lastly..

COOKIE REALLY LOVES ASHTON! :D

BYE! (:

2009-06-09T14:59:00.002+08:00

Both my darlings. Cookie really loves to sleep around where Ashton is. Aiya, i should be happy that she likes him right. But no kissing ok.

I have alot alot of pictures. But i'm really lazy. Be patience ok?

Yesterday and today, need to handle him alone. Alone for the whole day. Because mom went to work for these two days. Normally mom's around, we'd takecare together in the day and when it comes to night, midnight and early morning, it'd be me handling him. So actually, taking care of him the whole day alone. It isn't difficult. I just lack of patience. I really hate to coax him to sleep, so everytime when he need to be coaxed, i pass to my mom or baby. Very bad right. But..

Yesterday, i coax him for fucking 6 hours. Untill i realize he needs sarong soon in the day. And suddenly my mind pop out. -SARONG- Oh! Then i quickly carry him to my bed, use my thick blanket and cover him. To make it like a sarong. And within 5 minutes. Sleep liao. Wahlao. I've been throwing my temper on the people who called and disturb me for the 6 hours ok. See, he sibei shiok ok. But need keep and eye on him. In case he stretch or something, and the blanket cover his nose.

Today, good mood. Learn how to be patience when coaxing him. And i didn't actually coax him, he sleep liao. Somemore today guai. Sleep back his own bed. No need the fake sarong.

Thursday, going back eunos liao. MY COOKIE! ):

Update again (:

2009-06-06T21:42:00.003+08:00

I was shocked by Ashton just now.

I lay him flat on his tummy, and as usual he always try to turn his head to the other side. Who knows! I only stopped looking at him for 10 seconds or so. And when my eyes turned back to him. His head was the at the right side alr lor! And previously was at left leh!

Darn, he's not even 1 month old -.-

Right Or Wrong?

2009-06-04T01:36:00.002+08:00

我还没看够这花花世界..

I think it's just my mind and heart making fun of me.
I should just concentrate on Ashton and family.

I had alot of laughters just now. And i found out the only ones who could give me all this laughters isn't Baby. It was all my friends. Words, actions and stuffs. All from them. Did i took the wrong path or what?

Nope, i didn't quarrel with Baby. I'm just thinking alot of stuffs alone. I feel like crying, because i missed out alot chances to the real life.

It's too late. But nevermind. I have another choice, and the only choice. Work hard, for this family of mine. I'll be fine after thinking awhile. I'll be even fine when i sort out my thinkings.

Update tomorrow if i have the time. Will be handling Ashton all day tomorrow again.

2009-05-25T06:57:00.005+08:00

It's 25th today!

I'm finally like SEVENTEEN already right?!

Anw, Happy birthday to Pearl and Ashley too! Never forget because we share the same birthday. See, memory so bad still can remember hor.

Cbox locked and removed. Really need to reply it before it gets flood. But don't worry, i've put up a new tagboard up there for the time being, untill i reply all the tags, i'll remove it. Luv!

2009-05-24T14:49:00.003+08:00

Who says i've forgotten about my Cookie? I still hug and kiss her everyday ok. Just that i'm lazy and busy to take pictures. But i've took some pictures yesterday. Not going to upload up today, because i'm lazy. Really la. Plus i've not been eating well.. Maybe 2 mouths of rice with little bit of fish. Or i don't even eat the whole day. Giving me not enough nutrient to my body. Thank god i'm not breast feeding.

I think Ashton's appetite super big. He drinks 120ml now. Don't have the exact timing. Depends when he wants to wake up. Sometimes he drink 120ml per hourly. And then half an hour later, 100ml more. He will only sleep when he's full. Really is those super full leh. If not full ah, coax him half an hour also won't sleep. Keep kick his legs. Tongue sticking out. I thought he wanted pacifier. But no -.- He wanted milk.

It's hard to coax him to sleep too. Must carry him. Then he sleep, then can put him down. If not he don't like lor. He like sense of security alot. When bath him must quickly one leh, quickly bath here and there. Quickly wear the clothes and booties on. Then he quiet liao. Give the shiok face somemore. And problem is he loves to sleep on my body. And when i feel so smelly even i bath once per day, i asked my Mom to coax him instead. But don't know why Ashton loves my smelly smell -.-

See my tagboard, really flooded alr. Still lazy to reply. REALLY LAZY. Stay tune (:

Anyone remembers tomorrow is my birthday?

Birth Story

2009-05-22T14:33:00.002+08:00

10th May

As usual was having those 'Fake contractions' in the morning. On and off like the other days. Finally when it was off in the evening, i went for a nap. Untill about 6.30pm, Mil woke me up for dinner. No choice, climb myself up from the bed, wash up and ate dinner with them. Eat finish, when cleaning up the dining table with Mil, i told her i was in pain leh. She say: Aiya, you everyday pain one. Ok lor, i really everyday pain mah.

The pain continued, and getting more and more intense. Then i started nagging in plurk, msn and to Baby. Calling Mommy every 15 minutes to complain. Baby and Mommy thought it was like the same other days. 'False contractions'. So what to do? Observe.

11th May

12am to 3am. All the while Baby accompanied me, asking whether i want to go KKH anot. Untill he slept. Because he need go back camp the next day. No choice, can't sleep. Then go plurk lor. Jocelyn was still online, she said she wanted to call me up. So we chatted for awhile. Hung up and i went to woke Baby up telling him that i wanted to go KKH. Jackie haven't sleep yet, so he went to asked Jackie to send us there.

*Bath and prepared myself*

4am. Reached KKH. Was put in the observation ward again -.- Nurses called my gynae to come down.

Around 5am going 6am. Gynae reached, checked cervix. Not dilated. But having irregular contractions. Gynae admitted me. And asked me to walk around more to help soften the cervix. And say she'll come back to check on me in the noon to see whether it's dilate anot, if not dilate. She'll induce me. Also she asked me to inform my Mom to come down in the noon. Incase she needs her to sign the paper works if she's going to induce me.

6am. Admitted into my ward. Baby accompanied me awhile and i told him to go back rest as he need to report to camp in another few hours.

7am to 8am. Watched tv. Nurse came. Explain alot of things to me. Asked me to sign some things. Change into the gown. Msg alot of ppl. Waited for Mavis to come down accompany me.

9am to 12pm. Mavis came down. Baby came down passed me things. And went back camp. Mom came down. Mavis went back, Mil came. Nurse came, strap me on CTG to monitor. Gynae came, check and said: Good! Your contractions are regular alr. 3cm dilated. No need induce. Walk more. If you really in pain, then call for the nurse to bring you to the labour ward.

1pm to 3pm. Mom and Mil all the while with me.

4pm to 6pm. All went back. Alone watching tv, resting, playing psp and msging.

7pm to 9pm. Baby came down, accompanied me. He also haven't sleep. So he rest on the chair. Nurse came, strap me on CTG again. Contractions not regular. More and more far apart. Went out to walk around. Feel very uncomfortable when i went back to the ward. Called for nurse and they said to send me to the labour ward. Woke Baby up.

9.30pm. Reached labour ward. Got changed. Rest on the bed. Watched tv with Baby.

10pm. Gynae reached. Still 3cm dilated. Gynae ask whether i want to wait or burst waterbag, so i choosed to burst it. Because i was really uncomfortable alr. *Waterbag burst*
Gynae told Baby: Your wife is very strong. Smiles happily to myself and said to Baby: Later i surely cry one. Gynae put me on drip to give baby water.

10.15pm. Contractions not regular. Gynae asked nurse to put another kind of drip and force contractions. See la, in the end also induce right? -.-

11pm. Still the same.. Pain not pain, but pain ok.

12th May

12am. Still not that pain, but pain la. Bearable. Can rest awhile. But when nurse came in see i like relax relax, keep on adding the dose. I alr wanted to cry liao lor!

1am-4.30am. Nurse continued to add the dose. Reaching the maximum ok! Never joke hor. I continue to cry in pain, and sniffing the gas. It's so irritating to use the gas because it doesn't helps! Baby kept ask me alot of times whether i want to take the epidural, because i keep cry and cry non-stop. I said: NO I DON'T WANT THE EPIDURAL! In the end, I said: Baby, call my Mom. I want take epidural liao!

5am. Mom rushing down, Baby beside me sayang me. Nurse came to check, still 3cm dilate. Say if i don't take the epidural i've to wait another 6 hours or more then i'll deliver. All i do was cry and cry, i also no strength talk to them lor!

6am. Mommy reached. Baby have to go out because labour room only can have one person. Mom signed the paper works.

6.30am. Doc came to inject the epidural, and Mom have to go outside first. Epidural done, Mom came in and told me that Baby fell asleep outside at the lounge. So i told her don't wake him up, because he same as me 2 days never sleep also liao. And Mom accompanied me all the while.

7.30am. Nurse checked, full dilated. She said my gynae is coming. While she teach me how to push.

7.45am to 8.05am. Gynae came, off my epidural. Because i got no strength to push. Wah, the epidural go off liao. Jitao -.- Like got one shit stuck at there lor! Somemore when can't push it out. It's really uncomfortable and painful. So i kept cry and push cry and push sweating like mad. Mom beside me asking me to push only sweat like what liao lor. LOL. Push push push. Finally 8.05am, he's out.

Mom says: Wah! Xiao Jason. Me: Wah, fair leh. Like jason.

Told Mom to go out ask Baby in. And ask her to go back prepare the things first. Later then come down.

Baby: Huh?! She going give birth ah?
Mom: No lah, give birth alr.

Baby rushed in, blur face. Still finding for Ashton. Lol. Have to even point at him where Ashton is ok. He then carried Ashton. Haha!

I fell asleep after carrying him for less then 5 minutes. And when i woke up, just nice can go back ward alr. Baby went back with me to ward. I told him to go back rest, and i slept back again too. (:

I kept wanting to see him when i open my eyes each time.

Thanks for all who visited me at the hospital. Love love!

2009-05-18T09:40:00.003+08:00

Everything has been so far so good. I didn't have problems handling with Ashton like what i thought before he was out. Thanks to all the learnings from Mom. And baby Jaren for me to try on (lol). I cannot stop telling my Mom how i burp Ashton so well in the hospital alone and at home. 'Ashton, Mommy burp you power right!' He don't give any reaction like Mom too -.- All thanks to Cookie. She let me master the skill of burping. Lol. A good guinea pig. So can try it if you have a dog at home. (: haha!

Few hours ago, i just bathed Ashton. For the first time. I wasn't even like nervous loh! Yet Mom keep nervous beside me. Afraid i might drop Ashton into the tub. And she made me super nervous. Aiya, but i did well. Although Ashton keep kp.

After bathing, wipe him dry. Wear clothes. Must apply lotion, aloe vera gel, powder and 'Luyiyou'. Ashton no patience ok, kick kick kick and make noise. 'Mommy first time mah! Wait lah! If not i cut your bird!' *Stops moving* LOL JITAO RIGHT.

Now, i'm alone at home. Cookie jiejie in the living room guarding Ashton didi. And Mom's out to visit brother. I wonder to sleep, rest or just watch tv. Super super lazy.

Update with the birth story and tags soon. I'm really weak and lazy. Please be patience ok.

2009-05-15T15:29:00.004+08:00

Ashton changed alot for just 3 days from birth. Don't you think? He look totally like a boy, and also he really looked like Baby. Now he suddenly look like me! :D And he looks like a girl. Esp when he wore pink. *Kisses*

Seriously, Ashton is super easy to takecare of. I didn't thought his character would be like this too. Because i always flare up when i was pregnant.

I think the first night he wasn't used to the surroundings. But last night he did like what he does in the day. Sleep and sleep and sleep. Only make sounds when he needed milk. And cries when he need his diaper change. Other than that, all he does was sleep. (:

Backache again. Rest rest rest. But i'm having headache with the tags. So need to reply it real sooooon -.-

Congrats to Ranice on her boy's arrival. (:

2009-05-14T16:04:00.002+08:00

In the morning, ready to go polyclinic with my Mom.

He's really easy to takecare of, because he's always sleeping. Even when 8 people are talking, laughing. Tv on super loud. He's still sleeping. BUT. It's only in the day. When it comes to night. He starts to get very naughty. Pacifier, don't know how to suck. But die die want it. And when it drops, he starts to cry. Esp when he likes to push things out using his tongue. And keep on opening his eyes. Don't wanna get to sleep, once it's morning. Bath finish, he sleeps like pig. I wake him up, he only frowns and then sleep -.-

There, he's been sleeping for the whole day.

My mom helped him spike his hair somemore. But i combed it down, i think more handsome like that leh! Haha.

I cannot stop my bad habit of disturbing babies. I should really change it. Before i was pregnant, and Baobei gave birth. I disturb her baby. And when i got pregnant, i promised i wouldn't disturb my baby. And now Ashton is out, i start to disturb him. LOL.I like to see babies get angry leh! So adorable!

I think i need to rest again, easily get tired, Esp when i kept being stubborn when Mom told me to rest and rest but i walk around doing things.

Bye!

2009-05-13T16:16:00.002+08:00

I'm back, this time with Ashton (:

I'm not going to update yet, because my whole body hurts from sleeping Kkh's bed. Wahlao. More pain than my wounds. Ok, make me cannot walk around too much. -.-

Good news is, Cookie jiejie loves Ashton didi alot. HAHA. She has been a good girl for not barking since he's back. Means she does understand what we've said all the while. :D

I really appreciate all those who gave me moral support throughout my labour loh. And those who visited me. Meet up soon again, ok.

Update again soon. Bye!

2009-05-10T02:52:00.003+08:00

Did anyone missed my Dearest? (:
Me: Cookieeeee! You become pretty liao! *Kiss her*

Happy Mother's Day To All Mommies! Esp My Precious Mommy!

Didn't know what to get for Mom, so i brought a cake from Four Leaves for her. Knew it, Four Leaves's cakes are forever so nice! Worth the price. Thumbs up (:

Had dinner together with family at Yishun. My own family, but of cos including Baby lah. To celebrate Mother's day for Mom. Headed home after dinner, had the cake i brought. And cabbed home with Baby around 11.30pm. Super shag at that time, but after bath when i reach home, cannot fall asleep. Hai..

Now Baby is asleep, snoring again. And i feel like slapping him again. Lol. Cramps is here again, painful ones. But still don't know if i should admit. Because everytime i want to admit then suddenly not pain. Haiya, must be fake ones again.

Chatting on msn with Mel, update again. If i have something to update.

Bye.

2009-05-08T06:22:00.002+08:00

I seriously feel so irritated and frustrated right now.
Because i TOTALLY cannot fall asleep tonight or maybe morning -.-

The cramps has gone worst. Staying there not wanting to go off.
Worst thing is, i couldn't even time it, because? BECAUSE it's not time-able.

I don't know why too. Probably when i want to time it then it goes off.

So how?! No pain = Don't need admit.
Don't need admit = I don't know what's wrong with me.
I don't know what's wrong with me = I call up the nurse and ask.
Nurse say pain then go down = I lan lan loh -.-

I NEED TO SLEEP, AND I MISS COOKIE. ):

Update again, hopefully the next time i'm better.

2009-05-06T09:54:00.004+08:00

I only fell asleep at 5am plus, and just now at 8 plus, i jumped up because of the tightness. I think i'm like suffering loh. I thought every pregnant ladies should sleep like mad when nearing the due because after baby come out no time sleep alr. But i want sleep also cannot.

I rather he comes out soon, and at least confinement i can sleep well. Because during confinement i don't need wake up at night to feed Ashton. Mommy says: 'Rest more. Last month to rest during confinement liao.'

So must understand why am i not enjoying the last days of my pregnancy.
Not i don't want, is i'm unable to.

My next check up will be on 13th of may which is next wednesday, if the pain don't come untill that day. I think i'm going to induce alr. But must check with my gynae first. So hopefully the pain comes soon ok.

I've talked about the inducing stuffs to Mom, the only thing she's afraid is. Forced contractions is definetly different to natural contractions. But thank god she understands, where got choice? Because i'm like strengthless everyday, laking of sleepness. So let's make an example. Imagine i wait for the pain to come, (Take it that the pain comes after 13th, my next check up) and then do you think i'll have the energy to push when i've been sleeping not more than 5 hours for the past 2-3 weeks. I think by the time i tired untill i die liao. Still want to push baby somemore. -.-

Just one day, let me sleep for 12 hours and don't wake up between the 12 hours.
Super contented liao. Somemore the tightness and cramp has been getting worst.
HOW TO SLEEP? ARGH.

Ok, i need to lie on the bed and try to sleep again while my tightness is away.
When it comes back, want sleep also must wait few hours liao! B.

2009-05-05T03:34:00.003+08:00

I should be sleeping at this kind of time -.-
But the tightening feeling stopped me from sleeping.

It's really getting from bad to worst liao. F leh.
Somemore i need to visit bro tmr early in the morning.

HELP MAN. Cannot stand sleeping 3-5 hours per day only.
And i'm like really really tired now, i need to sleep. I want to sleep )':

Come soon..

2009-05-04T01:24:00.002+08:00

The tightening feeling on my tummy is getting from bad to worst. Which makes me can't fall asleep again. When can all this suffering stop? Why can't the pain just come, and i just go to the labour room. Nagging to baby that it hurts alot, and Ashton comes out after 10 over hours. Or probably lesser then that, or maybe longer. And then i'll be doing my confinement.

Aiya, but act cute Ashton don't want let me pain leh. See, he loves to see his mommy suffer. Now i can't sleep well, great. Great son i've. So now i'm ignoring him. And i think he's trying to catch my attention because he kept moving non-stop. HAHA! He want to be naughty baby i can be naughty too. (: I told him i don't want to talk to him anymore because he's not coming out. And he kicks me loh. And i replied, i'll talk to him alot when he comes out. So Ashton, come out soon if you want me talk to you ok. Laughs.

Oh! An overdued picture..

The picture i took at observation ward.

I nearly tore that paper there when i was trying to see what is it. Imagine how panick i was when i nearly tore it. Lol, itchy hands of mine. Cannot blame me also, because i'm really bored. Don't dare call people talk because it's quiet, and i'll feel awkward talking, because the rest of the mommies in the other rooms will like hear me talking.

Anyway, i hope the next time i visit there, they'll straight away send me into the labour ward instead of the observation ward. *Prays hard*

Now because nothing is there to distract me, i'm missing Cookie alot alot. Wonder if she's doing fine alone at home. As my mom is working midnight shift today, will only be back tomorrow's morning. Thank god baby is reminding me, She's a big girl alr. She can be alone one. So i can not worry so much, but after awhile. I start to worry again.

I remember that day when i went back Yishun to clean up Ashton's stuffs. And put those hand down clothes to wash. Cookie suddenly become very sad. So i hugged her, and tell her 'Mommy won't don't want you. Little baby is your family ok, you must understand that baby needs alot care and concern. When you puppy, mommy also look after you alot right? So after little baby comes out, when he needs my attention, mommy needs to attend to him no matter what. And after that mommy will come and sayang and accompany you ok?' And she looked at me with her innocent face and eyes. And then kissed me. I hope she really does understands. I really hope i can bring her over to Eunos after my confinement. No choice, mil don't let. Die die don't let. How? That's why i don't want to move to Eunos. So let's hope we can get our own house soon.

I wonder why she can't understand that the bonding between me and Cookie is really strong. Plus i took care of her alone when she's puppy untill now. Seeing her grow and learning things, is like just taking care of own child. How'd i bear to send her away, because i'm having a little one soon. I rather be tired then send her away. Even mom has strong bonding with her too, so mom says rather Cookie stays at home for 12 hours. And then after 12 hours, mom will be back from work.

Actually we're thinking of getting another dog to accompany Cookie, but it's my mom who is looking after Cookie now. Another one she headache liao. Lol. Somemore Cookie eat chicken everyday, the other one also want to eat then i think we'll go bankrupt soon. Plus my mom feed Cookie with steak also hor -.- My mom dotes Cookie alot, Cookie dotes my mom too. Haha! Cookie will only come find me when it's bed time. Find baby when is play time. Find my mom when it's food time.

I hopes she's sleeping soundly at home now, at least time pass faster if she sleeps..
Mommy is going to visit you straight after i wake up tmr, wait for me ok? Luv you!

I need to go lie on the bed soon, the tightness is killing me. Mavis says that i'll feel pain tonight. Like real, i said 'If i pain tonight i treat you a meal. Anything you want to eat.' But no leh, never pain hor. Mavis you bo zhun lah. So act cute like Ashton. Lol! Nights people!

Finally. 37 weeks!

2009-05-02T02:20:00.002+08:00

Just came back from observation ward not long.

Was send back home also. But at least not false alarm hor. My gynae came down to check on me. Was told that i'm alr having contractions. But not strong enough to make the cervix dilate. So she says, wait pain untill want cry then come down again. Lol. But she also said my cervix did dilated in the afternoon when i bleed leh. Closed back or something she said. O.O

Fastest would be this week. Other than that, might be possible to wait a few weeks more. Was told to walk more. So mil can't keep me at home alr right. Haha. Good, i'm like going out tmr.

I need to sleep. I'm tired enough, but i wonder could i sleep anot. The tightening feeling is still around. Hope it doesn't wake me up suddenly again.

Update again, nights (:

Signs of labour?

2009-05-01T17:07:00.003+08:00

I just had brown discharge, quite alot. But it stopped alr.

Now, my tummy feel uneasy for like an hour alr. Have been walking around, feeling very very frustrated. Don't ask me why, i don't know why am i feeling frustrated too. The uneasy just made me feel like that! Lie down also same, walk around also same. Sit down also same. Piang! What to do? Afraid it might be false alarm.

The uneasy doesn't feel pain. It's like tight but not very tight. But i just feel very strange with the tummy. Somemore it's getting more and more intense. Arghhhh. I feel so frustratedddd! Called up the nurse to ask, she told me to observe awhile more. If it's still the same, go down to delivery suite straight away.

If really is signs of labour, then Ashton sibei guai. Listen to mommy. Cos it's 37 weeks tmr. Song bo. But i scare false alarm. -.- HOW HOW HOW!

Strengthless.

2009-04-30T01:58:00.004+08:00

My eyes are closing. I'm tired, but i just can't fall asleep. It's like alr 2 hours away from my usual sleeping time. Imagine. Like fainting. Have been lying on the bed since 2 hours ago. Still, no avail. Baby's snoring happily. And i'm not sleeping yet )': Sobs. I tried playing psp to make myself tired like how i use to do mostly everyday. But.. The main reason which make me can't sleep is because my tummy keep like tight tight one. Very uncomfortable and it hurts sometimes. Mostly uncomfortable. How ah?

I need to sleep, really. And my whole body hurts.

I'm still thinking what excuse could i use to get out of the house later on in the afternoon. I go out is not consider as 'Running around/跑出去'. I only walk to the bus stop, wait for bus. Reach Yishun interchange and then wait for another bus. And the bus only takes 2 stops to reach my location. Then, walk to my block which takes about only 3 mins from bus stop. Reached home, bath. And rest with Cookie on the bed for the whole day till night. Night time, cab or bus back Eunos. Consider 'Running around/跑出去' meh?

Somemore at Eunos, stomach ache also must straight away go take cab. Or straight away ask in laws drive. At Yishun also same thing, straight away take cab right. Somemore at Yishun take cab only 3 minutes walk from block. I think from Eunos i need walk like 10 minutes to bus stop. Zzz. And it's not easy to get a cab at that area. Whereby Yishun has alot alot of cabs driving around.

Plus contractions is not like those tv shows. Suddenly pain untill those kind like want die one right? Is slowly one hor. So i still can bath and slowly take my time. Unless my water bag burst or i'm like bleeding lah. So what's the difference anw. Hai ): I don't understand loh.

My darling

She'll also tilts her head when i drag her name. Like Coooookieee. Or when we talks to her. Or when she sees us doing our stuffs.

36 weeks & 5 days. See you soon (:

Back with love, or just for the time being?

2009-04-28T05:55:00.002+08:00

I know blogging at this kind of time might seems weird. But i just woke up so suddenly, because my bladder's bursting. Who knows, Ashton and me are hungry. That made me rolled on the bed for like 15 minutes or more. Woke up and made myself a cheese and ham toast (: Ashton is now full and sleeping inside my womb alr.

Now i'm full, but kinda energetic. But i think it's ok, i can get back to sleep after Baby goes back camp later on. He's waking up soon, so i can wake him up instead of the alarm. Also, i need to pass him his daily allowance. You know, i'm controlling his money now. Hahahaha!

Opps, his alarm rang alr. Need to wake him up. -.- Update again in the afternoon. With Cookie pictures. Super duper cuteeeee! Bye!

2009-04-26T12:06:00.002+08:00

Congrats to Iris on her baby girl's arrival (:

Seriously, i've nothing to blog about. So.. Update again ok. Luv!

2009-04-24T15:00:00.004+08:00

The world's ending? 2012?

Seriously, put that darn guy in mental hospital -.- And even if it's true, why not. We can all die together. And then no need to worry about anything, anymore. Rather then you grow old, and die alone. Leaving your love ones alone.

Yesyes! We're all going to die together soon.
BUT! I still think, it isn't true leh. *Roll eyes*

2009-04-23T19:10:00.003+08:00

I'm back, didn't use the com for at least 24 hours alr.

I went back Eunos last afternoon because Mil is accompanying me to checkup in the evening and we have to go somewhere the next day. So i went back to sleep at Eunos without bringing my laptop since it's only a day.

22nd April'09

Mel accompanied me to wait for cab nearby mac in the afternoon. Back at Eunos, cleaned up the room. Slacked, watched tv. Time's up and Bernard drived to fetch Yun and Mil together with me. Had 'Bak kut teh' (: Yum! Reached Kkh about 6.50pm. Slacked a little while at Kopitiam then headed to Tps.

As usual, routine test. Gained another 2.1kg. -.- Talked to gynae. Baby's fine. Weighing at 2.5kg alr. Happy because my Ashton is healthy (:

Back at Eunos, took Ashton's clothings and bed sheets to wash. Using the washing machine of cos. And i found out i really brought too much clothes for him. It's really pile of clothes loh! There's more than these over at Yishun -.- Can you imagine how much i've brought.

Headed out at 10 plus with in laws to Bedok 85. Had 'Ba chor mee', satays. And then home at 12mn. Quickly bath and sleep alr. Sooooo tired!

23rd April'09

Went out with in laws in the afternoon. Headed back around evening time. Rest awhile, pack up stuffs and then bus-ed back Yishun.

Cookie see me come back then have her meal leh. Wahlao! Like that how ah? She miss me too much alr lah. Laughs! Need to go bath and accompany her alr. (:

On a random day at home with Cookie

2009-04-22T11:41:00.001+08:00

Check up later, can't wait to see Bb! (:

2009-04-21T06:56:00.003+08:00

It's raining very heavily at Yishun right now. Can't even see the opposite block clearly. Which means it's a very big rain. Have to close all the windows, and can see that the whole windows are wet from the outside. I like.

But Cookie doesn't ): She keep shiver and shiver, clinging on me for hug because she's afraid of rains and thunders. Even now i'm like typing with one hand because another hand is busy hugging her. If not she'll whine whine and whine non-stop. She last time won't like that leh. So suddenly from few weeks ago. Hai, she's such a baby -.-

Gotta go wrap her in blanket! (: bye.

2009-04-20T13:48:00.003+08:00

Why everybody thinks Bb will come out nearer to my birthday? Too bad, i've been talking to him everyday telling him to come out after 37 weeks. So i won't be so tiring, but anw. I hope he listens -.- He rarely respond to sounds. Mostly respond to touch and pokes. Maybe it's really like what Yanwen said, Bb might be listening very carefully. Probably?

My 37th weeks is coming right. Should i celebrate my birthday then? I might afraid that i'd sweat till i suddenly stop the whole bbq and head home for air-con. Lol. Depends loh, but whatever it is. When my actual birthday comes, i'll be confirm at home doing my confinement. So.. Celebrate, or not?

I headed out yesterday with Mom. It was a last minute decision because my 2nd brother called up and said he was admitted to TTS. Due to 1 week of fever at 30 degree. Very very bad headache, and it won't get well no matter how many times he went to see the GP. No choice, he's being refer TTS. Get well soon.

Told you i'd spend money if i go out, indeed. I spend another 100 bucks. Zzz.

Read about my brother's letter yesterday. My 3rd brother fyi. Aw! I really hope he's getting use to it inside. And none of those 'So called brothers' visited him. Very funny huh. So this are what brothers called.

No guts don't find trouble.
Don't push everything to ppl since it's your own problem.
F you.

2009-04-19T11:21:00.003+08:00

I found this cute little picture right inside a random folder.
I think Fen is going to kill me, or maybe she has forgotten about this pic. (lol)

Today's weather is better then yesterday's. More windy, and sun is not that striking anymore. Mom asked me whether i want to go out for a walk, still thinking whether i should or not. Afraid i might spend all my money if i head out. Afraid that i might be dead tired if i head out. Afraid that today's sunday and the malls are pack with people pushing around.

Maybe tomorrow? (:

Need to go Yl's house soon to collect old baby's clothings and my shorts. Both sides(Yishun&Eunos) baby's clothes will be wash on the first week of may. Crib will be set up at Eunos. Hospital bag, packed. Ward, booked. Everything prepared. And then, we're all ready for his arrival. I'm ready to painnnnn! And diet afterwards. Happy happy! :D

I think i've nothing to update anymore. Nap time. Luv!B.

2009-04-17T17:11:00.003+08:00

Have been sweating for the whole day since i woke up. Didn't went to bath because i want to tolerate till the sun is down. So that i bath then won't sweat again. If not i don't know need to bath how many freaking times per day. The sun is going set soon! (: Update again, soon.

35th weeks tmr (L)

2009-04-16T21:03:00.002+08:00

It's the 4th day.
I don't feel sad,
I don't feel myself missing,
I don't feel my heart aching.

In fact,
I felt happier and relaxed.
Living everyday w/o tears.

But will it still be same when he comes back?
I'll cherish this 3 weeks, alone, relaxed and of cos.
Happy and stress-less. Luv.

Comments not needed for this post (:

2009-04-15T13:42:00.003+08:00

Tummy @ 34 weeks and 4 days.

Okay, i've finally rest down. My whole body is aching. I think pregnant ladies's bodies are like old woman. Little bit then here ache there ache. I've been working on the house-works from 12pm? And now waiting for the washing machine to finish washing, hang the clothes. And i'll be off to Yishun. This time will stay probably about 1 week plus. Untill the end of month. Yes! Staying there is like time flies loh! Staying at eunos is like -.- So slow..

Was supposed to bring Cookie for grooming today. But mom ran off to play mahjong with her friends, and we've to wait till tmr again. I think Cookie looks like 'Siao char bor' now. But she looks fluffy with her long hair, just that very troublesome and untidy. So i prefer short hair for her. Looks more clean! Esp she likes to play with water, and it always make her fur stick together, and when it gets dry. I'll be like super messy. Somemore she doesn't like to comb hair. Dirty little dog.

I can't wait to see her fluffy fur gets shaved! (:

Can you notice that she has grown fat like alot?! I call her Pig-kie now. So fat and heavy, all thanks to the chicken everyday which mom fed her. -.-

Alright, the washing machine is done. Update again ok. Luvluv!

2009-04-14T17:25:00.002+08:00

I now then realize how slim Dear was in the past. Wahlao, i like leh. He don't know why eat untill so chubby now, and blame on me! Say i pregnant i eat alot. So he see me eat, he also want eat -.- As if i tell him to eat like that.

When i browse through these pictures, jitao feel like kissing him ok :X

SEXY MAN.

2009-04-13T12:20:00.007+08:00

Be gone for 3 weeks. I will try not to miss you.

2009-04-11T08:46:00.003+08:00

Another week has passed, so it's alr the 34th week today (: Who knows, time flies even faster when nearer to due. Serious one loh. It's like yesterday was just April's fool. Then suddenly, it's 11th day of April. Only 11 days more to my check up, a week more only right. So fast.

I hope after i deliver, everyone takes one packet of cigarette to me. Lol! Then it'd be like darn hilarious ok. Like those '老大! 香烟!' I think i watched too much Gangster flims alr :X But like deliver only can smoke 1 stick ): Because i'll be breast feeding untill my confinement ends. But not full breast feeding lah, formula in the night. Easier right.

And why everybody think my bb will come out nearer to my birthday ah? So bad leh. Very tiring you know? I everyday will tell my bb to come out after 37 weeks. Haha! Then i'll say 'So mommy can see you and you also can see mommy. Then mommy can diet, you also can become fatter.'

Really wondering how he'll look like. I hope he'll get my eyes, and double eyelids! Haha. But i hope he can be tall loh. Because i got my mom's genes. Short and chubby, while all my 3 brothers tall and slim like my dad. The only thing i look like my dad is the eyes. Cool right?

I wanna chat on msn peacefully, so.. stop here ok. Bye!

2009-04-10T07:18:00.003+08:00

Browsing through the pictures, thinking back the past. Tears of joy.. (':

Sometimes i wish that time would turn back and just stop at that moment. Everyday meeting up, but we don't feel bored. Everyday different jokes, different actions, but always will be the same 'people' and 'place'.

But things are different now right? I thought of another group photo after birth, but it's all impossible now huh? Impossible for 2 of them only right. I really don't understand what happened or what they heard makes them give up on her. F.

Ps: Keep the comment for this part to yourself ok (:

Early bird today again (: Finally ok, i slept for 9 hours. Finally finally sleep well yesterday. Although i still dream alot lah. Haha!

Stomach really feels so good after having a cup of hot milo when i wake up, instead of cold drinks. Like 'Ribena, Yakult, Etc'. Now i know why mom always tell me to drink hot milo or milk when wake up. Super shiok!

I seriously don't know what to update.

And when i gets bored, i start to harass those who are at home :D Etc..

1. Hug Cookie and squeeze her so hard telling her 'I love you Cookie!' Then kiss her.
And she'll struggle to get out of my arms, so badly. Lol.

2. Talk to Cookie, make fun of her. Calling her Pig-kie. Telling her police come alr. Then she'll be super guai when she hears me saying police come. Haha!

3. If mom is at home, tell her to talk to me how my father jio her that time.
But she always tell me she forget -.- Nabei.

4. If Dear at home, i'll go squeeze his butt. Then run away laughing like mad to myself.

5. If really no people, i'll.. Surf the web myself ):

I'm off, good friday today right? Movies tonight! Luv. (BBBBBB)

2009-04-09T04:59:00.002+08:00

Tuesday 7th April'09

Stayed at home(Yishun) for the whole day, then went back Eunos in the night. Because we're going to pray Mil's ancestors the next morning. Slept together with Dear at the same time once we bath finish. It was only 10pm plus.

Wednesday 8th April'09

Woke up at 3am so suddenly after the bad dream. I don't wish to mention the dream again. The first thing i felt was my bladder's bursting soon. Imagine! Walk sibei fast to toilet. Had 4 pieces of toast, still not enough. Munch on crackers somemore.

Laptop wasn't with me. Dear says 1 day only, don't troublesome bring here and there -.- Make me need to use his desktop. Wahlao! Don't know why his desktop login msn also all contacts don't have one leh. Other desktops won't. Zzz.

HUNGRY HUNGRY HUNGRY!

Untill 6am plus, cannot tahan alr. Woke Dear up. *Poke his asshole* Hahaha! Ordered mac for breakfast (: I love mac's hashbrown leh! Why isit so nice?

Mil woke up. We went to prepare while she and Bernard went to buy stuffs. Dear woke Jackie up, Mil says: FASTER FASTER FASTER. Forever one. Lol.

Pray finish, they gathered together to talk. And eat. And everyone was sweating like fuck ok. Argh, including me. Of cos right, pregnant ladies sweat more. Agree? (:

After that, cannot go home rest somemore! Run to '四马路'. Mil always tell me to pray and ask for my baby to come out safetly. But you know, young people where will know this kind! Very cute, she say must say our name, live where, birthdays.. etc. I tell her why so troublesome! Give IC number can alr. She tell me cannot leh ):

Headed to OG after going to the temple. Brought new pillows and bedsheets. Actually the sales person introduce us a bedsheet which cost fucking 569 bucks. Hell right? I asked her: This bedsheet gucci one ah. So expensive?! -.-

Headed home(Eunos), about half an hour later. Bernard send us back Yishun after picking up Yun. Slept at 8pm plus cos really cannot stand it.

Today 9th April'09

Woke up at 5am (: But hungry again! Should eat more in the day so i won't get hungry in the middle of the night right. But cannot leh, no appetite eat one. Eat little bit full in the day, but no matter how much i eat in the middle of the night, won't full -.-

Wonder should i visit bro with mom later. My feets still hurts now from yesterday's walk. Somemore it's swollen with water retention. FFF. But i miss him lehhhhh!

Wondering how is his ass going. Isit healing? Or pain? Hai.

Update again, reply tag then i'll go find food! :D

Tags Replys.

Tingting ya ya no more next time le (: *touchwood* hehehe;D your baby is coming out very soon& you will slim down de ok(: just tahan for awhile when after giving birth then you can slim down le (: miss you!!
Reply: Haha. Won't have next time lah. Yes, i'll tolerate. Very fast one right. Time flies what. Lol. miss you too!

ps you have a same bday wit mi ...my bday is also on 25may
Reply: Lol, cool.

yihui haha. cfm can slim dwn aft pregnancy one. don't worry ehs! now zui zong yao is bb and u healthy! th rest aft give birth thn think la! ^^
Reply: You surely will think when you're pregnant one lah. Think only also won't harm bb right. Siao one you. LOL.

The rest on own tagboards, think the next time i reply the tags will be on the board. Easier right. (: B.

2009-04-07T05:30:00.003+08:00

It's the 7th today right?
We've been together for 3 years alr.

(Time really flies..)

Wanted to post the pictures of us just started together,
till marriage. But..
Photos not in the laptop leh ):

I woke up again, Dear's alarm rang.
Need to wake him up soon.
And i really hate to wake him up -.-

2009-04-06T08:33:00.005+08:00

I woke up early today. Early as in very you know. Those time when students are on the way to school, or preparing to go to school. I even chatted with Fen for a short while through sms, before she went to school.

That's a good thing right! (:

Because i slept early last night, and so, woke up early this morning. But.. i think i only slept for 4 hours. I don't know why, i've been sleeping very less this few days. Worst is, sometimes i only sleep for 2 hours. Dear says i'm '铁人' -.- As if i want like that.

Ok, i'll be staying over at Yishun for a week. Can rest a week for not running up and down alr. Like finally i get to rest and rest and rest. *Whew* But Cookie is getting more and more irritating. But still cannot resists her cuteness leh! Must kiss her everyday one.

Kiss more now right, if not after Bb comes out don't know got time to kiss her every hour.

Don't tell me you won't kiss your dog if she looks like this.
I think you kiss your dog even she doesn't looks like this ok. *Laughs*

It's only like yesterday when Yunxuan told me that time flies. I was like, time pass so slow! But who knows, i'm 33 weeks and 2 days pregnant alr. So time really does flies right! Weight gaining and gaining and gaining. I've gained 28kg overall. Now weighing at 75kg -.- Very jialat. I think i'll hit 80kg when i give birth ok. Fyi, i don't eat alot a day ok! Sometimes one meal, sometimes i even forget to eat the whole day. But i just kept gaining so much weight and those water retention are getting from bad to worst. Thank god not on the face. But on the thighs alr made me walk like dinosaur. Pathectic right. My skin condition has got a little better, but still.. Skin condition hasn't been good since i got pregnant. I want flawess skin!

Out of the sudden, i cry sometimes because i look fat and ugly. Or when looking at those thick/red stretchmarks. Which i know will stay forever because it's really very jialat. So i always tell myself 'Aiya, one more month give birth liao, tolerate.. tolerate.. Will slim down, will slim down..' I think it's a sin for myself to be fat. Very ridiculous, but that's what i think. Only for myself ok.

Ok, my next check up will be on 22nd April. Appointment time is at night somemore. I always say this to Mom or Dear after each check up 'Why the time later and later one ah?' Then suddenly when i got back my appointment book, it shows 7.10pm. Powerful. But i like leh, i don't like to go out in the day. Too hot. Pregnant woman tends to sweat alot right.

Hai. Now i understand why Mom used to tell me every woman very 'xinku' during pregnant. I understand alr, finally!

2nd May is coming.. Should i go with the bbq celebration? Or just skip it? I don't mind not celebrating birthdays you know.. I'm just afraid i'll sweat like nobody's business then later mood not good alr. See how it goes, thinking of getting chalet leh. But i pregnant, also cannot drink during birthday, cannot do alot of things. No fun! Ideas anyone?

Before i'm off to continue my Eclipse which has been in the drawer for months.
Reply tags first (:

Byebye! (L)

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CHIINCHIIN HMM,,I CHANGE MY BLOG TO PRIVATE LE..hmm,,yeechin here..still remember mi??how you? must take good care arhs...misses
Reply: Yup, i still remember (: Invite me? ask-nana@hotmail.com / I'm fine, you? Tc too! (L)

huiler aiyo , must careful alright. and woo , your birthday is coming up soon ! guess your baby will be out for like sometime near your birthday :D
Reply: I will be careful, birthday still long. When my birthday comes i'll be at home doing confinement loh. I hope he'll come out earlier leh, very 'xinku' siah.

vonvon twinneh ! ;D bb coming out soon must takecares ok ! i'll visit you after labour ! love ya ! <3 .
Reply: I will tc. Okay, see you after i deliver ah. Love!

-XL- oo. hahas. okay, saw ur reply. your baby is coming v soon, jyjy when giving birth! Takecare. (:
Reply: Haha! Thanks. Tc too.

Tingting Haha . miss you (: must becareful ok don't bang until the table le hor ;D xiaoxin [;
Reply: I will, i think no more next time (:

yihui oohs. haha. i thot u emo agn =x lols. eh rly damn fast lehs! it seems lik ytd tht u told me u got bb
Reply: Haha! I not emo lah. Something like that. I think it's darn fast too!

MEL WAH.you still rmb me?i thought pregnant lady will become more gong/blur.
Reply: Not gong/blur leh. Like forgetful. Lol. Don't know why never forget loh. Probably cos you got the same name as Melmel. Hah!

LL you too kaes! rest more ya? i'm like at kembangan working now.LOL!
Reply: I can rest alot this week! Wah, so near eunos leh. Cool (: But there like very 'ulu' one leh!

The rest replied on your own tagboards.
I accidently deleted a few tags, heng i alr reply finish! (:

2009-04-02T03:58:00.002+08:00

I'm feeling much better. Much much better without having my own head spinning. Don't know why it all just went well so suddenly. I didn't fell asleep or what also, but i feel like sleeping. So the time will pass faster. But i'm just not tired.. ):

Ok, update right?

Saturday 28th March'09

The day i had a hard bang on my tummy. On the side of the table somemore -.- Ok, so nothing happened after that. Bb didn't moved for hours either. So i started worrying. But i've alr booked seats for 'Shopaholic' around midnight. So decided to go for the movie first, and if still not feeling well then straight away go Kk. After movie, about 2am plus. My stomach started to feel unwell. So decided to have a check as Bb didn't move for about 5 hours alr. Dear called up Fil. But Mil says ask us to go home, it's normal. Haiya, so we straight away cabbed home with my tummy hurting like fuck. Then, whole night cannot sleep. Because once i lie down, tummy more pain. So i only can sit on the bed, drink as much warm water as i could. But still.. Pain ):

Sunday 29th March'09

Dear's whole family woke up at 5am plus. They're going to clean the tombs of their relatives. Then pray. As what i was told, it's 'Qing ming jie' now. And Mil say tell Dear bring me go Kk after they come back from praying and cleaning. But really cannot tahan, so i told Mil that Dear bring me go Kk straight away. Ok, we went down. I think i said about the whole thing previously. Observation ward for an hour, everything's fine. Not to walk about too much, no cold drinks and ice-creams. Back home, and slept for a very very very very long time ~

Monday 30th March'09

Went back Yishun early in the morning. Back at Eunos about 8pm, went to Katong for dinner with in-laws.

Tuesday 31st March'09

Check up at 3.40pm. Dear didn't went together this check up, so i got mom to accompany me. Met mom at novena's control station at 3.15pm. Cab to Kk. As usual, routine test then wait for my turn to see gynae. My gynae darn cute. She tell me: When you give birth, will pain hor. Lol. But she's very good, she explained to me how contractions are, when to go to the hospital if feel unwell on the tummy.

Continued to the scanning, Bb is weighing on 2kg. Gender is confirmed, a boy (: My gynae very cute. I asked her to confirm the gender. She say, aiyo.. Cannot confirm leh. Then suddenly she said: Now i 100% confirm it's a boy! See the balls! Lol. Me and mom burst out into laughter ok. When was doing the payment, the nurse asked me to go book the ward.

Mom said it's like her who is giving birth, because i no need to sign any single thing while she's signing like a pile of papers loh.

After that, i send mom to novena station and i cabbed back eunos.

Wednesday 1st April'09

Happy April's Fool (:

Went back Yishun early in the morning again. Was actually bringing Cookie back eunos. But, in the end. Hai, don't bother to say anymore. So i went back eunos with Dear about 9pm. Dizzy dizzy and dizzy ~

Today 2nd April'09

Dear's sleeping. I've nothing to do. Really nothing to do. ):

Next month on the 2nd, will be me. Celebrating my 17th birthday. And pregnant for 37th weeks, also Bb's full term :D

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ERICA Hi, entertainment!
Reply: Lol, Hi jiaowei (:

kathie:) icic:)yup sure will go back de.i believe u:)
Reply: Haha! You still got study not?

hoho wads th web for edit your cookie's pictures ? (:
Reply: I forgot alr, but you can google it. Photoscape.

LL hahas, got it already. =DD yea, still busy as ever! =.= cos i'm working at a clinic now, so ya, alot of new things to learn! >.<
Reply: Haha! That's good! But you're forever soooo busy! Must rest ok.

yihui lols. dnt tink of th past la! look forward nahrs. ur ashton ang jiajun popping out soon alr! cnt ook bck lehr. u cnt change facts yeah? bt just stay happi ok? can cor me if u bored. cus im bored evrydae too! haha. and ok luhr. i look at ur daily rants on ur blog ley. bt cookie's news mre nice=x
Reply: Lol! I think of the past is think of the times i'm spending with my girlfriends! Haha. Happy thing why cannot think. Cookie got less news leh.

Weisheng Yo NANA ~ Never maple alrd ah? MSTIANTIAN :D
Reply: Yo, mstiantian die alr leh. Never maple liao ~ Hah.

passerby you're going to give birth . wish you good luck for everything :)
Reply: Thanks(:

ys di jie so long never see you takecare
Reply: Yeah, it's been long. Takecare too (:

Fen. Play w me! :D
Reply: Play what you sanpat!

ERICA Wa, NANA so fierce. Slap him up. LOL.
Reply: Lol, he deserves it.

christine stomach pain?? giving birth soon??
Reply: Haha! NO (:

szeli only 2more months to go!!!!jiayou sis[= i wanna see the baby!
Reply: Thanks! You'll see the baby sooooon ~

calista (: jiejie , i leaving my that blog alone already..when i make my new blog then i tag you again (: takecare ! miss you so much <3
Reply: Ok, sure. So i remove that link huh. Miss you too. (L)

MEL 61 more days!drink more milk so your baby can be fairer :D
Reply: Yes i do drink alot of milk! I think you haven't been tagging for months. Suddenly pop out shock me leh.

gin passer by your blog . hmms , our vagina starts to open . i feels pain when i was walking in e past . e pain was too unbearable till i cried . we went to hospital , e nurse says it open 1cm le
Oh, but mine haven't. The doc told me is probably baby's getting low. So i'll feel pain.

Passerbyyy} Baby's coming out in 2months! How time flies. =] Takecare of yourself oh. :}
Reply: Yeah! Time really flies! Takecare too (:

-XL- ermm.. can i ask you that tym how you know you were pregnant?
Reply: Stomach ache, went clinic. Nurse told me to have the urine test. And came out positive. Like that.

MRRUILONG ハロー赤ちゃんはすぐに出てくるナナです。盛り上がってる？！
Reply: What lj you saying siah!

yihui i now thn realise ashton's edd is one day aft my bf's bdae. LOLs. so cool. tell ashton pop out on exact date yeah! hahas. admit t which hosp. mux tell me worssss ;D
Reply: Nah! I don't want him come out exactly on his due. I want either earlier, or late by the due 2 days. Haha! I'll be admitting to Kk.

Tingting Nanana (: got miss me ? i miss you(: your baby is going to come out le ;DD
Reply: Yes i missed you! Coming out soooon~

Fen. Loveyouuuuuuuuuuuuu! Where's your cookie, i want park park her!
Reply: Park you if you park her!

passerby around one more month you going to give birth . wish you all the best :}
Reply: Thanks! (:

FiQ my oh my..MY GOD SON!!!!
Reply: So sorry, he's not out yet! LOL!

pb update.
Reply: Updated.

kathie:( how u get knock?now got better abit?
Reply: Better alr (:

2009-04-01T08:24:00.004+08:00

Update tonight, too dizzy right now.
*Feels like puking*

Updated/
I'm still feeling so dizzy right now.
Don't really think i could update alr )':
But if my head feels well in the midnight,
I'll update then (:

2009-03-29T20:31:00.002+08:00

Sorry for not updating, and replying the tags.

My stomach has not been feeling very well, since last night after i got a hard knock on my tummy. No choice but have to visit KK this morning.

They send me to delivery suite's observation ward. Observe for an hour and husband cannot enter. Dear didn't pass me my phone or ds. So i went in with nothing. And who knows, i don't even feel a little bored inside. Because i've been hearing bb's heartbeat for an hour. I don't feel bored of hearing it, somehow i loved it alot. And bb moved alot throughout the whole obersavation thing. Wonder isit because he heard his own heartbeat too?

And.. I was very afraid that the doctor might check my cervix. -.-
Yes he did. Darn, not really that pain, but still very pain!

Not dialated, but he said he let me go.
And if i have any water leaking out, i've to go back.

Was told not to walk around too much, no cold water, no ice-creams ):
How to visit cookie everyday? How to relax when the weather's hot?

Haiya, but anyway, everything's fine. I just need good rest i supposed. Reply the tags when i next update. Not feeling well leh -.-

2009-03-24T17:05:00.003+08:00

I've decided to remove my blog song.
Very irritating.

Bb loves poker face! (:
He's really shaking when he hears this.

2009-03-24T04:53:00.002+08:00

Countless of happenings, countless of words and sentences.

Even how my memory is failing,I never once forgotten a single thing which happened, a single word you said. How about you? Do you still remember like how i do?

Do you remember what did you said, what did you do?
Do you still remember every single thing?

*Wondering*

It has already become a part of our daily life.
Although i don't like it, but everything has changed.

Nothing happened.
Please don't comment anything about this post.
I only wanted to speak something from my heart.

2009-03-23T16:13:00.003+08:00

Hi. I know i've not been blogging for days. Because i'm just too lazy and tired.

No, i didn't get to slap him up that day, because i tried to shake him up till i fell asleep -.- Neither do i went to see the doctor. I found out that it only start to hurts when i walk too much. Plus i've been running out every single day to yishun just to visit Cookie. But no worries, i'm staying at yishun for this week. So i can rest for a week (:

We went taka on saturday. Baby fair, nothing much to shop actually. Because all those needed ones, i've alr brought more than enough. I brought teethers and hat. Lol. So when bb shave botak his head won't cold. *Just joking* Walked around, don't know walk for how may fucking hours. My legs going to break that time. So many many clothes i wanted to buy loh. But play save. Afraid bb might turn out to be a girl when born out. So wait till the gender is confirmed then buy. Dinner was full, but the chicken almost make me faint. Don't wish to mention it anymore. But i got the manager to change one for me. Cab home after another walk at the department stores.

Argh. I've been visiting F21's web like every single day ok. I feel like buying them first. But then i'm afraid if i see them in my cupboard. I'll feel very guilty that i'm a fat pig now and can't fit in those clothes. But nevermind, i'm broke now too. Really broke. So, it's good to wait after birth too right. Haha, just see can alr. Saliva also dropping. LOL.

Anyone knows how to compare uk's sizes and sg's sizes? Or have the size chart?

I've reply some of the tags to owner's blog. The others i'll reply when i update again.

8 more days to see Bb! (:

2009-03-21T05:59:00.003+08:00

I'm still awake.

YES. I'M STILL AWAKE -.-

But i'm very very very very tired now.

And i'm having an headache.

*Spinning* I'm feeling so dizzy.

I've been rolling on bed at least for 2 hours.

Still no avail ): Why?

Because my tummy doesn't feels right. It's been the whole day. Afternoon, i walked like a short distance. Really is short distance ok. I only crossed the road, and my tummy had a sharp pain. Then somewhere in the inner part of the vagina started to hurt too ._. Making my journey stop and continue, stop and continue holding on to my bump. Wahlao, 10 mins walk to home become like half an hour or what. Zzz.

Midnight when we reached back eunos. I went to the toilet to shit, and bath. And then after i shit untill got not shit anymore. I still feel like shitting. And my tummy really is not feeling well. Told mil about it, she asked me whether i want to see a doctor. I told her there's no need to. It'll be fine. Sure it is, it was fine after awhile. Now, suddenly not well again. Fuck, this kind of time Dear sleeping, everybody sleeping. How i go see doctor?!

I tried to wake Dear up. And then he said: Hmmmhmmmhmmm. Then continue to snore. Wahlao, really don't know how to wake him up when he's sleeping leh. Sibei pekche one. Somemore i feel so dizzy now, untill i feel like vomitting also.

What should i do? Arghh.

He's not going to wake up, if too pain i'll slap him up (:

2009-03-19T10:45:00.002+08:00

*Kiss* Miss her leh ):

Wondering if i should head back Yishun today again. I've been running from Yishun back to Eunos for days. And i'm really very very very tired leh! I think soon i cannot like that run alr, bump is getting bigger and bigger. Somemore the cab fares really is killing me. Thinking of taking bus, must sit like 45mins, and the ass really does hurts you know -.- Mrt, no people will give me place sit. Singaporeans inconsiderate one mah. Zzz.

But if i don't go back Yishun today, what am i supposed to do at home?

Life's bored man! ):

Tags Replys.

Passerby^^ okay! thanks alot for all the informations :D
Reply: Welcome (:

anon hey, how much is ur dog's bdae cake?
Passerbyyy Heyyyes , how much did you get cookie's bday cakee
Reply: 20 bucks including delivery charges.

ERICA 哇！不管我。你舍得吗？开玩笑。
Reply: LOL! 因该舍得吧。哈哈！>

SHAGUAA. Hello darlingxzxz. Have you been eating well?
Hi darling, have been eating well. How're you?

heyhey {: hey , take a few photos of your stomach , i wanna see how big izit . {:
Reply: If i remember then. LOL. Don't have a habit of taking photos right now. (:

yanjin you don't want your BB to come out earlier?
Reply: Come out earlier is good, but come out later will be more nearer to my bday mah.

huiler haha ! its okay as long as you and your baby are healthy , doesnt matter when it comes out :x !
Reply: It does actually matters when it comes out you know. HAHA. Earlier come out means i can see him earlier, later means later loh! Laughs.

Passerby Maybe you can change the name to aston ? Haha , just suggestion yo
Reply: Change it to Aston then the name will not pronounce as Ash in the front alr leh. Will become As-ton. Very weird leh.

LL sorry ya, cant tag you cos my laptop's down.hope ya doing well ! >.< Reply: It's okay! I'm doing well, you? Still busy as ever isit. Get a new lappy soon!

PasserBy(2) when you're giving birth , it'll be 20x or 30x the pain of heavy menstrual flow. the pain will go away VERY fast. don't worry, just focus when you're giving birth. you will feel very very happy when you see your baby. anyway , good luck . *your dog is cute! oh ya. the pain, as in. menstrual cramp. your backbone may feel a little ache.
Reply: Thanks for the info (: I hope the pain does goes away very fast! HAHA. Yeah, she's cute. But naughty.

ERICA Hi Na! :D
Reply: Hi CA. LOL.

kathie:) ^^which web u go find for baby name?^^don worry after u give birth your will go back to last time de weight or even more tin:)
Reply: Don't really rmb which web. Cos i browse through alot of web. I know will go back, just that like need time leh. Or more time. LOL.

Tingting take care of yourself (:
Reply: I will, you too leh! :D

Passerby (: hello! You're 16 this year? :O
Reply: Nope, going 17 this year.

Passerby Your cookie freaking cute! :D
Reply: Thanks!

TYR Yoy babe! How's life? Hope is fine for you and your baby! Take care! (:
Reply: Yeah, everything's fine. (: Takecare of yourself too k. (L)

ky eh , banana , train me lei maple .
Reply: Give me your son's toygun first. LOL.

ERICA This not call jiaowei, is call entertainment!! :D
Reply: No! You jiaowei!:D

its me.. hi nana!!
Reply: Hi there! :D

xnas take gooood care k? last long with your husband.. hahas, nana's going to give birth to a super cute
Reply: Thanks, will takecare of myself, you gonna do the same ok. (:

♥ Approximately , when will your child be born ?
Reply: Anytime after 2nd may. But due is on the 23rd may.

hoho see your tummy ! ^-^
Reply: Where? o.o

yihui TAGGTAGG! i visit ur blog evrydae actuali, haha! bt just t see ur update on cookie lah. haha. =x no matter wht, smile t a new tomorrow! love ya~
Reply: LOL See her for what siah, see me lah. HAHA. Nothing happened lah, i ain't sad. Just thought of the past.

O.O sry very long never tag got stuck under alot of school work
Reply: It's okay (: Is sch better for you now or what?

Nic omg nana yur cookie is sooooo dam cute!!!
Reply: Thanks! Your dog also cute what, just that old alr.

Fen! Nananana!
Reply: Fenfenfenfenfen! Park you.

MRRUILONG Hahahs m spookie cooky nice right?!
Reply: Not nice -.- Is cookie not cooky okay! -.- ZZZZZ.

2009-03-17T23:32:00.002+08:00

已经不再一样了。

2009-03-16T10:13:00.004+08:00

15th March

Woke up at 1 in the afternoon. Prepared myself and head back Yishun. Mom cooked curry and meehoon for me. *Yums* Cookie can't resist herself from the curry too, keep bark and bark when we eating it. Cabbed home with Dear around 11.30pm. Reached home, bath and then both of us slept. Early night yesterday because we only slept like 5 hours.

Today

Happy that i woke up at 8am. Because it's a healthy time! I've been sleeping at 8am, or 12pm for the past few days. And i don't like it. Will be going to bath soon after i blog. And head back Yishun.

Not sure if still going to Yeexin's bbq at night because Baobei called up yesterday say cannot bring Cookie along. As Yeexin's inviting malays. I don't wanna throw Cookie alone at home ): Mom's working midnight and will be off at evening time. She'll be all alone untill tomorrow's morning leh! How can like that? Thought of bringing her out for a run, but now.. -.- Spoiled again. So maybe i'll just stay at home(Yishun) with her till midnight then head back Eunos.

Always worry for her when she's alone at home. Wondering if she's bored, if she's hungry. Is she sleeping, is she playing with herself. Can she manage to take her ball out from underneath the sofa. Really need to fetch her to Eunos after i finish my confinement. If not it's impossible to bring my bb run back Yishun everyday to visit her mah. I'll be doing my confinement at Yishun, so one whole month no need worry about not seeing her! :D

臭男人 -.-

No time to reply the tags ah, sorry uh. Luv!

2009-03-14T20:14:00.002+08:00

I found this cute picture in my phone.

It's so hilarious loh! That's why i always thinks Cookie's smiling when she sticks out her tongue. Look like right (:

Heading back eunos in less then 3 hours. But i think i still need to come back Yishun tomorrow. My mom will be off to mahjong again. Can't be leaving her alone at home for the whole day what. Wahlao, i thought she'll be at home. In the end i still need to run back. Darn, i don't know when's my legs going to die on me. Monday will be bringing her out to Yeexin's bbq. Let her have some fun (: Need to buy new clothings for her again. Not forgetting her new collar. She has been wearing that since she was 3 months old. I always remember to get her clothings but not her collar -.-

I found so much old photos! And i keep laugh at them myself infront of the lappy. LOL. Shall post them up when i have the time. (:

Reply tags tmrw. Luv.

2009-03-13T20:44:00.002+08:00

Was browsing through Forever 21's web. Darn! So much thing i wanted to buy leh. But then, still need to wait i give birth finish then slim down first. It's been months since i shop for nice clothings. Esp when i look like huge creature now.

Time time, please pass like lightning speed.

When can i wear heels? When can i fit in M size dresses? When is my water retention going away? When is my stretchmarks going to fade? When is the damn skin getting better?

I hope i don't drop like million strands of hair after birth. I hope i drop tons of weight though! Esp that double chin, flabby arms, and pig trotters. Flat tummy of cos.

Can't wait for 17th birthday celebration! Because it'll be bb's full term on that day (:

Going to catch dragon ball with Dear later on. I don't feel like going because i really am not interested in this kind of movies. Argh, but he keep on saying he wants to watch it.

Gtg, here's a picture of Cookie.

I'm bored, Erica 又叫为了！

2009-03-11T17:25:00.002+08:00

F to that person who used my name and tag. Don't make everyone horny like you. I think Mel needs to be careful of himself in case someone like YOU who is aiming him always, molest him or what. Anyway, i don't care about what you say, because your words are making me laugh and your sentences are all rubbish. I'm sorry to say, but Mel's a virgin. So don't be a thick-skin to say that he has screw you before. Making up stories doesn't do any good to you. *Roll eyes*

Okay, back at yishun since yesterday's night.

10th March

Packed up Cookie's and my stuffs, cab back yishun to put Cookie and my stuffs. 293 coffeeshop to have dinner with Dear, and we went down to causeway point for a walk. Mothercare, kiddy palace. Brought only a toy because Dear is stopping me from buying stuffs everywhere i go. Everything that caught my eye. Waffle with ice-cream for desert after the 'shopping'. Dear accompanied me back yishun, and after that about 11.30pm he went back eunos. He'll only come back later as we didn't have any strength left to carry his army stuffs and boots.

Spend most of my time on mobtv, and chatting on msn. Only fell asleep about 7 or 8am.

11th March (Which is today)

Supposed to go down bishan to collect the baby tights from Chloe. But i totally forgotten about it untill i just remembered like 10 minutes ago. Msg her to meet on friday instead today. But i can't wait to see the tights!

Mom has only came back 3 in the afternoon. She went for mahjong session from yesterday's evening untill now. Powerful aunties. Mom got shocked again that how much my swelling has grew just for a few days. The only thing to not let the swelling to increase so fast is to drink lesser water. But i can't. Since i reach my second trimester, my lips are always cracked and dry. No water for awhile, will like 2 days never drink water. Pathectic me, no choice have to bear with it. I think at least need 6 months to get back to my pre-preggie figure. Really hope bb comes out just after 37 weeks.

Brother i miss youuuu ~

2009-03-11T05:29:00.003+08:00

相信他是真心的，感到幸福有他的爱。

Will update later, when i wakes up. Need to sleep soon, because cookie's awake. She sure put her damn toy on my face when i'm sleeping -.-

2009-03-09T20:53:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday to Yuwen Darling and Baby Jaren (:

2009-03-09T06:14:00.003+08:00

Nothing better to do right now, because i still can't fall asleep.

It's already 6 in the morning. Dear's alarm has also rang, and yet. I'm still not asleep yet. Don't know why, when it's not that kind of time for sleeping(6 or 7pm), i feel very tired. But when it's just the right time to sleep(10pm). I can't get to sleep anymore. I don't know why leh, not because of bb's position. Not because of bb stepping on my bladder. Not because my leg hurts. Just don't know why -.-

I feel so energetic in the night and feel so lazy and tired in the day, even if i slept like 12 hours. Or even more. I do alot things in the midnight to keep myself occupied. Like, mop the floor in the middle of the night. Carry every single thing out of the drawer and then put it back again, esp bb's stuffs. Tidying up bb's cupboard even though it's very tidy already. Check if Dear's underwear is well-folded. Or mobtv to stop me from waking Dear up. If i've nothing to do, i'll surely wake him up and complain that i can't sleep. Then i think he's going to become crazy man shouting like f again. (我明天要回camp的leh!) -.-

给你睡十个小时，你也是说累啦.

Even if he sleeps at 10pm, i sleep at 7am. He also wake up later then me ok. He never get out of the bed unless i wake up and then wake him up. Really cannot stand waking him up sometimes. Irritating leh.

-Stop those irritating things about him-

Cookie has become more and more naughtier. When i'm sleeping, she keep take her toy and put it on my face. Somemore growl at me ok. Her standard procedure to ask someone play with her. But not on the face lah. When Dear and i are both still sleeping, she cannot stop licking Dear's feet and stepping on my face leh. Make me wake up like 4 times in the morning. What's wrong with her man. She has not been sleeping or resting since yesterday 4 in the noon till midnight leh. Untill Dear played throw and fetch with her then she became real tired and fell alseep together with Dear around 1am plus. Like finally loh, she keep pestering us here and there. Give her snacks also no use, play with her for hours also no use. Scold her she scold me back! -.- Feel like giving her one tight slap. But anyway, i love her being with me at Eunos. Makes my time really pass faster. Gotta sent her back on wednesday. Aw ):

Need to wake that pig up in case he gets late for his duty.

Thanks for clicking on the ads ok! (:

2009-03-07T23:28:00.004+08:00

Baby Jaren's 1st birthday celebration. (Actual is on the 9th)

Mother, Son and Father (LOL)

Jaren and Xuanxuan

There's still some pictures and videos with Yeexin. Lol, can't wait to post up the police and thief video up. It all began with a toy gun. HAHAHA. Can't wait to laugh like this again :D

Cookie's back with me again, she suddenly just grew so fat! Really have difficuties carrying her even for 5 mintues walk. Or maybe just down the stairs. My legs can't stand standing for too long, even when i just cook a simple packet of maggi.

Swelling has become from bad to worst.

Both legs need to put up on the bolster to rest at night. If not can't even fall asleep. My tighs will even cramp sometimes when i stand for too long. And Mommy says i suddenly just swell so much! Like her mah, when she was pregnant also like that. We had the same symptoms ok. Zz.

Needa go accompany Dear and Cookie. Nights (:

2009-03-05T01:08:00.003+08:00

Kinda busy this few days, don't even have time to blog also. Cookie has returned home, so as usual i head back Yishun everyday to visit her. But not for long, i can't walk or climb the stairs too much. Swelling has alr become a big problem to me. Every symptoms on me came too fast and very horrible.

Let me recall..

3rd March

Went to checkup at TPS with Mom, while Dear fetched Cookie home (Yishun). Gained another 3.6kg this month. Which make it 70.9kg now. Worst thing is, i've been eating either 1 meal per day or only 2. Somemore very little, it could be ONLY 2 pieces of bread in a day. And i wonder why i gained so much too. Asked my gynae, and she says it's because of my swelling. She was shocked to see how can i suddenly become so big size in a month. Yes, i got shocked too. The swelling only takes about 1 week to turned me into a big size monster ok. So everything about bb was fine. Tried to confirm about the gender, but bb was so cheeky. One leg opened very big, the other leg was covering that important part -.- Powerful. I wonder how cheeky will my bb be when he comes out. Gynae told me 80% should be a male. Ohwell, i should wait till i deliver ok. Next check up will be on 31st march. 1 month 2 times (:

Home (Yishun) after that, then Mom, Dear and me headed down to Amk hub's Ntuc Xtra. Shopped for bb's stuffs, daily needs, and chips. Paid up and it was 180 bucks alr! Wow, didn't know cost so much. Zz. Back home (Yishun), accompanied Cookie awhile then headed home (Eunos). Night time is me and Dear's time ok, so no time blog. Too tired so alr slept in the early midnight.

4th March

Dear ordered Pizzahut, after finishing. We head home (Yishun) to see Cookie. Had a good nap because both of us were tired. I don't know why i'm still tired even after 12 hours of sleep lah. I woke up around 9pm, and watch tv. Play with Cookie, waited for Mom to come home, chat with her. And 11 woke baby up. Prepare to go home (Eunos) with the walker.

Passed 12am, and it's 5th of march alr.

Now, mil cooking fish for me, i wanted to eat it so suddenly. Haha! Anw i love fish alot lah, i eat alot in the weekends when mil is having off days, she'll cook for me (: That's it, 2 slices of pizza and one slice of fish for the whole entire day. Zz, and still gained so much weigh. Anw, gotta go accompany Dear, bye! Luv.

(This is the dog's bakery website which i got Cookie's cake from)
http://www.usdb.com.sg/

Ps: I got Cookie's cake for 10 bucks, about 150 grams, and another 10 bucks for delivery.

2009-03-02T20:18:00.003+08:00

Tags Replys

yihui: haha rly? so cool. & no matter wht th matter in italics is, dnt get angry ovr it. health mre impt. & u've nw reached a greater lvl of bein a woman. higher grade thn me k! cheerios~ stay happi! i tink u shld celebrate ur bdae wit ur baby out. i tink it'll b mre fun! haha. bt it's up t u of cos
Reply: Lol, whether being greater level or what, it doesn't matters to me. Laughs! Who wants to celebrate after bb comes out? Having confinement cannot even eat cake, cannot eat bbq stuffs. So celebrate for what, plus after birth need plently of rest and the new born baby need to sleep alot too. Like that fun meh. LOL.

ERICA: 哪里有？我讲错而已。No worries, i am here ^^ LOL/
Reply: 哈哈！你叫为！不管你啦！：D

yanjin: If your BB born on the 3rd of may. Then you can celebrate your or your BB birthday with angela! lols Take good care of yourself okay. (:
Reply: Haha! Where got so heng straight after 37 weeks give birth one, my due is on 23rd leh. Just that worry might come out earlier. Cos after 37 weeks might come out anytime mah. Takecare too ok (:

fen! lol, i using phone t surf th net then update very troublesome. Heehee! Wait a few more days or what kay! Hahaa, i know i'm super cool man! Lol, park you back! Park park park, park park park! Park Mel! heehee! How're you feeling man? Why always gastric siah! :D
Reply: Okay, next time i park your nose alr then i update (: HAHA. Park you with mel. Haha! park you! Don't know leh, gastric suddenly gone worst. Zzz.

Passerby^^ Hey, will you come 'bai dai' when you having week of baby?
Reply: Yes, will still have discharge during pregnancy. And have even more discharge during pregnancy, like super sticky those kind.

Tingting: Hehe (: cookie is 1 year old (:
Reply: Yes! Finally 1 years old. Haha!

Joey: Haha , you've a pretty dog [; !!
Reply: Haha! Thanks!

{♥}renee™: cookie's bday cake is nice.. =)
Reply: Yeah! Nice and creamy (:

angela: u can celebrate birthday with me then : ) hahhahas ...
Reply: But you celebrating at where?

kathie: okay:)don tired yourself ar:)hw come u will give your baby name ashton?nice name:)
Reply: Okay (: No why loh, i was browsing through the web finding suitable names for baby, then saw Ashton and think it's nice. So i choosed that.

2009-03-02T05:18:00.005+08:00

(Pictures on Cookie's birthday)

Was actually asleep alr, but then Baobei woke me up from calling my phone at 12plus in the midnight. *Sobs* Then chatted on the phone with her and hang off after 45 minutes? It was 1am plus i supposed:

TRIED TO SLEEP BUT NO AVAIL.. )':

So, watched show with Dear. Look at him find his uniform. Everytime he forget where he put it leh, wonder how he go back camp later on. He left it at my house lah. He loves to leave things around at my house one leh. Then around 1.50am:

STILL NOT FEELING TIRED YET, BUT HUNGRY! GASTRIC ACTING UP AGAIN -.-

Dear ordered mac, watched show while eating. Finished, cleared the stuffs and Dear said he's tired. So he went to sleep first. It was about 3am and i tried to sleep too..

WHO KNOWS I'VE BEEN TURNING AROUND FOR THE BED FOR 1 HOUR 30 MINS.

4.30am: No choice have to on the lappy to kill time. Argh, how to pass time? How to get tired? FFFFFFFF! Hope Dear will take leave today, i'm not feeling well alr. LOOK AT THE F TIME NOW. F MYSELF, WHY NOT TIRED YET?

Checkup tmrw! Can't wait to see Bb! (L)

2009-03-01T11:08:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY COOKIE (:

It's been a year since she's born. Will be bringing her down for a run later, it should be fun for her. She's a homely dog ok, i think in a year she has only gone out for less then 10 times. Ok, i think more then that, but she didn't run lah! I carry her all the way, poor thing right. Who ask her always loves to make herself darn dirty playing with water on the floor. So i'm a kind mother to bring her down for a run today, no matter how dirty she gets i've to clean loh. No choice, birthday dog what.. (My back is going to hurt again) Haha! Don't know will get her cake not, Dear hasn't even call up the bakery leh. F him.

I slept earlier this few days, out of a sudden. I start to nap again like what i did in my first trimester, i can't sleep as much as that time lah. Happy that i've been sleeping early, and waking up early. Few weeks ago, everytime i wake up and check the clock, it's always 3pm or 4 or even 5. I don't like it. Now i manage to sleep around 1am plus to 3. At least better alot then sleeping in the afternoon or late morning right.

Mil went to giant for shopping yesterday night. Came back with a packet of mamy poko. She says it's on offer. Laughs. I'm going over to Ntuc after my checkup this coming tuesday to shop for baby's stuffs again. Hangers ain't enough. Argh, i really brought too much -.- Anw! It's only 2 more days to see Bb! Luvluv!

2009-02-28T14:49:00.006+08:00

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Don't mind my emotional words.

2009-02-28T05:35:00.004+08:00

*I dreamt about myself, waterbag burst. Dancing happily saying: I'm seeing Bb soon.*

Hello. It's not yet 6am now, and i am awake. That strange feeling in my stomach made me no choice but have to wake up. I'm feeling hungry, but i'm not having gastrics, instead. Bb seems to be growling inside (I have that kind of feeling). So i wonder am i hungry, or Bb's hungry? I still need to find some food. I can't sleep with a very very empty stomach, because Bb will get hungry and kick non-stop. I supposed, because i never can sleep when i'm having gastrics. Problem is 'What should i eat now?' I'm back at eunos, so.. This kind of time, still no food at the market. And, i have no cash in my wallet! Mac delivery can't pay by nets leh -.- Maggi? I've been eating maggi for 3 days, enough of those 'msg'. Can't expect me to munch on crackers. Hai, should i wake Dear up? But he doesn't have cash too! Argh. Headache man. *Ohno, gastric is acting up*

And today is saturday. I'm finally in my 28 weeks. Say bye to second trimester, and here i'm at the beginning point of third trimester! (: Happy anot happy anot. I know you might not be that excited like me, but i'm definetly super excited about it. And also, i've counted alr. On the 2nd'May, will be my 37 weeks, which Bb will be consider as full-term baby. And might come out anytime. Not every babies come out exact on their due huh. So since 2nd'May is alr 37 weeks, i'm not going to take the risk of celebrating my birthday in the middle of may. I'm going to celebrate it just on 2nd'May. I don't wanna a simple one for this year, i want a really fun and memorable one. 17 isn't important, but just on the age of 17, i'm becoming a mom. So i think there's this need. I don't celebrate birthdays like this often too. I don't used to think birthdays are important. Now i think it is important. Maybe a BBQ will do the job..

28 weeks 28 weeks.. 9 more weeks and Bb is consider as full-term.. CAN'T WAIT! :D It's only 9 weeks! 2 months and a week to go. Woohoo, then i can finally diet -.- FINALLY. DId i mention my swelling has began? Not only on feets, but on legs, tighs, body, arms and even fingers. Everywhere has swelling. I feel so heavy right now. Esp the legs part. Walk till half, the bones pain for no reason. Sometimes i feel my whole leg so heavy that the floor is going to crack. LOL! Just joking. No worries, i'm not going anywhere after birth untill i slim down. I look like giantic monster. Haha! Gotta find some food to stop this gastric from acting up. Luv!

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2009-02-27T05:05:00.011+08:00

Great, my stomach cramps just won't go away. Coming back again and again. Making bb moves so hard each time. I woke up due to bb's kickings too. Not painful, but he kicked very very hard. Made me jump up from my sleep. Lol. Although i've alr felt and see the kickings alot of times, i still think it's so amazing.

Was about to reply tags, but cbox has error or something. I see cbox with 'Network Timeout' everywhere on everyone's blog. And i saw it again on cbox's web. Maybe later? If i have the mood then. I'm not even having a good mood now.

(I have alot things i want to say out, alot things i wished i could understand after good explaination. But it seems like it can't be. If she didn't poke her nose into this thing, everything'd be fine after awhile. Everything wouldn't have been so complicated. Things wouldn't have to drag down, wouldn't have to think of wanting to get explainations in the end. What did i actually did that makes you need to say things so harsh? I didn't even quarrel with you or what so ever. You're the one who poked in, and starting scolding. And then i talked back it's my fault? I asked and it's my fault? You know how to say this isn't a serious thing, then just let us be. You're the one making this thing so serious. I don't understand why is there a need for you to talk so much making yourself angry when you don't have the need to be. Sometimes it's so hard to understand you. It's even more harder to understand your words. I have not commited a crime. I'm just throwing tamtrums. But not on you, why so serious?)

I'm returning to Eunos later in the night. Should be bringing Cookie along too. If not i need to rush down back Yishun on sunday to celebrate birthday with her. It's her 1st birthday and i think it's a must to celebrate even without cakes. But i'm getting a cake lah, just that i called up the bakery yesterday and nobody answers.. ): Can't fall asleep again. (F)

NO MOODDDDDDDD. (Ifeelsomethingwrong)

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Tags Replys

Tingting: your bb and your name nice nice (((:
Reply: Lol, thanks! (:

yihui: haha. i knoe u can't wait. bt cnt peh it come out ok =x haha! my dajie just gave birth t a boy too. omg. they'r wae too small & fragile luhr! bt i bet boys will move mre thn girls! haha. cutecute man.
Reply: Laughs! Girls or boys also move alot leh. Haha! It all depends on the child's character huh.

ERICA: HAHA. 你乱讲！
Reply: 我没乱讲，你真的叫为！哈哈哈!

kathie:) :)yup got your hus to take care the baby, but than he need to go camp.when he go camp ni ju not free le:(still got 87 days to see your baby:) u have give your baby name le ar:)call Ashton Ang ar:)
Reply: Will free lah, baby will sleep one mah. Lol. Yeah, it's just another 3 months, or lesser. Yes, i've name my bb alr. Is Ashton, lol. Ang is the surname.

LL: yes, watched it.rushed to toilet after the show ends.LOL.3 more months to go.jia you ah! =DD
Reply: Lol! Same! I think like story telling man, but it was nice though. Haha! Yesyes! 3 more months! :D

Joyi: i want see the baby leh! (:
Reply: Wait i give birth loh!

passerby: what is L4D?
Reply: Left 4 Dead.

DAPHLW: haha, okay. left 4 dead? eh play together leh ! I keep play leh. ahahas, so fast uh, 3 more months giving birth. CANT WAIT MAN. :D
Reply: yeah, we can play together. But not always eh, pregnant ladies not suitable for violent games and movies. LOL. I can't wait tooooooo~

someone. Why name your babt ashton ? quite weird uh?
Reply: I don't find it weird though. I think your name is more weird, someone. LOL.

passerby: where can L4D be download?
Reply: I'm not sure, i played it on my house's com which was alr downloaded by my brother.

Other tags replied on own tagboards.

2009-02-25T17:53:00.002+08:00

This is Botak, Cookie loves masturbating on him -.-

It took me about an hour to clean up myself and then sit down to blog. I only woke up around 04:50pm today. Power anot, i've been sleeping and sleeping and sleeping ~ But when i woke up, it's raining heavily! And i'm already energetic. I was like going crazy on my bed. Because i've been sweating throughout my whole sleep. And it rains so heavily when i wake up! F you -.-

Have i mention about my stretchmarks? I should take pictures of them soon. I've never see any mommies have so thick stretchmarks! FFFFFF. I hate my body now a days. No longer flawless. Dear said he miss my flawless body with no stretchmarks, but he said he loves me more now. I asked why of cos! Fat, ugly and stretchmarks everywhere! He said because i'm having our child and that's the reason why i'm becoming like that. Should i be happy or what? I don't know leh. Because i don't even feel happy about having stretchmarks growing near your knees. But it's not that obvious yet, so i hope it doesn't grow deep and red. PLEASE, just 3 more months to go. So i've been applying 'Johnson's Baby Cream' everyday after i bath and before sleep. Dear's aunt told me got use. So decided to give it a try. I smell like a baby everyday! LOL.

I haven't eat for the whole day.. And i'm also not hungry. Why isit so?

I'M GONNA PLAY L4D LATERRRR! LUV! (:

2009-02-24T13:13:00.004+08:00

I just finished my breakfast/lunch. I feel so tired still, because i don't have enough sleep. Woke up at 12, tried to get back to sleep but no avail. Thanks to the gastric that woke me up. Dear went down to see doctor, also buy food for me. While i pull myself away from the bed to brush my teeth. *Yawns*

I'm back at Yishun now. Just moved back yesterday's night. Think will stay untill the weekends, because thursday will be my Mom's birthday and she says weekdays my brothers wouldn't be free to go out, so she decided to make it a saturday or what. Also sunday will be Cookie's first birthday. Should be getting a small muffin for her at the pet cafe around Upper thomson. If not buy a new top for her and sing birthday song (:

I'm now waiting for Mom to come back so we can go out together. I need go chong pang somedays man, i haven't got small hankercheifs for bb. I'm going to reply tags now, thanks for those who cared when Dear was away, thanks for those who cared when i was down and thanks for the greetings on valentines. These tags won't be reply, but i really appreciate it. (L)

Tags Replys.

passerby: hi (: nice photo u have .. tc of u and ur baby^^
Reply: Thanks.

kathie: tc
Reply: Takecare too (:

yihui: hahas. oggays. of cos u wan slim dwn. whether boy or girl. still cute one lahr. hahas. lols. tc ok. i've gt a 1mth plus holidae durin march. will visit u okays ;D
Reply: Of cos, i don't mind about the gender too. Haha, sure.

passwer: baby clothing look really nice & eu are relly well prepare~
Reply: Haha, thanks.

LL: thanks! drove on the main road already,hahas! soon soon, getting my own one already. =DD
Reply: Cool! I can go get my license next year too. Can't wait man.

JOLENE: Mummy uhhhhhh!
Reply: Yes my dear? (:

anon: congrats !~ celebrate it =D
Reply: Celebration by being together? Laughs.

Mavis: Aisehs! no more tears for you le uhs! :D cya soon? (:
Reply: Yeah, see you and tingx2 soon ok! I'll be staying at yishun till this week's weekend.

ERICA: That's very good ^^
Reply: Yeah, very good! 你叫为！哈哈！

Taxi: Since u pregnant how u go tuh sch ? O.O
Reply: I'm not even schooling like for years alr.

rEazZ: hi nana..just a passerby reading urr blog often..cann i ask euu a question? wad do euu mean urr ROM arem't approve yet?
Reply: Because under 18 need to go through workshops and counselling in order to register for marriage. After those stuffs, have to wait for goverment approve or disapproved. That's their choice.

kathie: ^^so long never read your blog le:)cant wait to see your baby^^oh ya after u give birth sure no time blog de cause u busy with your baby but than don tired yourself ar^^must take good care yourself 2
Reply: I can't wait to see my baby too! (: After birth i'll still be blogging, there's still my hus to takecare baby for me mah. Haha! Takecare too.

yihui: hahas. 98 mre daes alr. jy ehs. 3mre mths t go onli ;D haha.
Reply: Yeah! Faster faster ~

♥: 98 Days more! Jiayouuuuuu! Wow You bought so much hahah! You must be very excitied
Reply: Lol. Super excited, which 1st mom isn't excited about giving birth?

passer-by: hellos,im just a passerby.reading ur blog the first time.do rmb to take care of urself and ur baby will be a very cute one :D all the best!
Reply: Thanks!

LL: gal, caught benjamin buttons already?
Reply: Yes, have caught that alr, you?

Uzi. HELLO! take care yeah! ;D
Reply: Hello! Takecare too yeah (: See you around.

O.O: sry i so long never tag u i busy with sch wah so fast baby come liao u got think of name???
Reply: It's ok, sch is more important eh. Haha, thought of the name alr (:

passer: can i know wads the bredd of ur dog?
Reply: Normal maltese.

elsa: well... i guess now that you've already chosen to keep the baby, you have to keep ur chin up and handle it yea?
Reply: Of cos. Thanks anw (:

jERRY: Hi dear nana, how have u been? see u still looking good, gonna b mommy soon? miss ya, take care!
Reply: Still looking good? I think that's wrong for me now. Haha! Yes, i'm going to be a mom soon. Miss too and takecare too (:

-: hi , may i know how much you spend for scanning and stuffs ?(:
Reply: About 80 plus per time, not including vitamins.

iUnspoken: Hi, would you be interested in maternity photography?
Reply: Sorry i'm not interested.

LL: named baby already? its the same as my sister's second son! I think bb named ashton's should be realli very adorable. =DD
Reply: Yes name alr! Haha! This name sounds very class to me (:

Constant Reader :) Hope baby is healthy & chubby! I love hello kitty too! Born in 1992 also. hahah. Jia You o! :D
Reply: Haha! We have same interest yeah. Laughs, thanks.

reader: you finally named your bb with a very nice name ! :) Hope the baby is healthy and take good care ! :)))
Reply: Thanks! Takecare too yeah! :D

Tingting: nice name (((: Nanana ((:
Reply: Nana nice name or my bb's name nice? LOL.

QingLin. NANA JIE ! Give birth must sms me hor :D i wanna see your baby =x ! i bring yuxuan along if possible LOLOLXZ.
Reply: Surely will msg you, don't worry (:

leona: ashton sound handsome. lol~
Reply: Serious? I think it sound class though.

DAPHLW: HAHAHAHA, NICE NAME LEH ! ASH-TON. one very famous resturant is named as aston, so hope your child will have successful career like them eh. :) okay, ashley said since your child and him both own a ASH in it, your child will turn out as cute as him. -.- lol
Reply: I know, i went Katong there ate before. Their steak not bad (: Haha! Why must open restaurant leh? Laughs, ask him don't 'jiaowei' ok. Baby be like him die alr! Where got cute!

J.oey: Hello, you're a very pretty mummy(:
Reply: Thanks (:

venie: i want to see your baby when you give birth k ? but at the sane time , do take great care of yourself !! ((:
Reply: Sure, just contact me eh. Takecare of yourself too (:

2009-02-23T23:58:00.008+08:00

I'll reply tags tomorrow morning! Or later? It's 12 alr. And then i think Yanfen is going to come and spam me soon ): YOU KNOW WHY? :D

Because i just spammed her's (:

Nana Blogged @ 12:00am

Cb, the stretchmarks on my tights is actually only in the inner part. And then now? Growing to the outer part, reaching the knee part. But it's only the beginning, so it isn't that obvious, but it sure will grow. So how can i fucking wear short pants after birth?! I really hopes it doesn't grows bigger! I have thick red stretchmarks just beside my armpit on my arms. Which make me cannot wear sleeveless after birth untill it fades. My leg and feets are starting to get swollen. I've gain about 20 kg and that makes me don't feel good. Why is the last 3 months passing so slow? Not happily pregnant anymore, but still. No choice because it's my baby in my tummy (: And the only thing that could stop me for being so frustrated about my body is bb's kicks.

2009-02-23T03:51:00.007+08:00

Have alr decided and confirmed with Dear that we'll name bb, Ashton (: Pronounce as, Ash-ton. (L)

Marina and Suntec with Baobei, Ky, baby Jaren and Dear. Yes! I finally went to Mothercare. Kiddy Palace, then dinner at Just Noodles. Ky and Dear went for the arcade, while me and baobei shopped around. Was actually buying a jumper and top but then since it's for 12-18 months, i'm afraid there'd be even nicer designs when bb is at that age. So i let it off. On call taxi at about 10pm. Cab came, board the cab. And baby Jaren was sitting on Dear's lap, facing Dear. So Dear asked baby Jaren this:

Dear: I name you superman ok?
Baby Jaren: *Shakes head*
Dear: Batman?
Baby Jaren: *Shakes head*
Dear: Mickey mouse! :D
Baby Jaren: *Laughs* *Nods head*

Cute isn't he? Reached home about 10 plus. Now i can't fall asleep. ):

Nana Blogged @ 3:53am

2009-02-21T20:52:00.003+08:00

Do you all still remember? (:

Nana Blogged @ 9:01pm

2009-02-20T18:30:00.002+08:00

Hi, i just finished drinking coconut juice. And i've nothing to do now. I feel like going Tampanies mall. I need to go Mothercare. But then i don't bear leaving Cookie alone at home (Eunos). Because i'm afraid she might not be able to get used to being alone here. But i really need go head to Mothercare because it's having 15% off on the bodysuits and sleepsuits. But i'm really worry about Cookie being alone here. *Sigh*

Do you remember how Cookie looks like when she's only 1 month old?

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Now she's 11 months and 20 days old. Only 9 more days to her 1st birthday (:

Nana Blogged @ 6:50pm

2009-02-19T20:49:00.002+08:00

I always knew i've took the wrong path of life. But i didn't knew that i can be so used to this kind of life. I thought soon out later i might be running and crying back home. I thought this would really happen and i will be hugging my mom again, crying to her, telling how much it hurts. But no. I think twice, and think of the consequences.

I'm really trying very hard to be a good wife. But why he doesn't notice? I'm becoming a mom in 3 months and i'm really trying very hard to learn so much things. So why doesn't his mind grows up and be a responsible husband and dad?

I really have no sense of security being with him. I really worry he can't takecare of me and bb in the future. Tell me, which girl wants to be with a guy forever who has no sense of responsibility? It's so horrible. I felt like i got myself a really useless husband. Not trying to say i'm a very good wife, but at least i tried to. And he doesn't. What the fuck was i thinking when i decided to keep his child. I hope bb doesn't be like him.

I really need a shoulder and a listening ear. )':

Nana Blogged @ 9:14pm

2009-02-18T18:14:00.004+08:00

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Nana Blogged @ 6:30pm

2009-02-17T02:59:00.002+08:00

SUPER DUPER TIRED. We only slept like 5 hours yesterday, and Dear said he's not tired now. Wait for me to update ok!

Ps: Benjamin Button made my ass hurt on the seat. -.- But it's a good movie though.

Nana Blogged @ 3:01am

2009-02-14T08:27:00.002+08:00

Happy Valentine's! (:

Where are you and your date going to today? I wanna catch Benjamin Button today! But too bad, because i'm pregnant. No heading to town, no hours of shopping. No squeezing with people. But that's fine too! Coffee shop for dinner, movie and then get my present from Dear. (: I told Dear we should get for Bb too. Lol. Dear said i alr brought like alot for Bb, but then it's not enough leh! First child right? More excited. So see this cute, then buy. No hesitation. But i'm really afraid gynae would tell me it's a girl on next month's checkup. Because i might spend all mine and Dear savings on those cute little clothings. You know, girls have more choices in clothes right, unlike boys. They can even wear hair accesories. But boys can dress them up very handsomely. Haha. Both i also like, because i know they'll look the same adorable whether they're boy or girl.

My gastric is acting up, seeeeee.. Waking up early is not a good thing. But thank god i've Dear beside me, he always order Mac for me and himself. We slept early yesterday. So i wake up early today, it's a miracle i think. Because we suddenly just got so tired. And fell asleep so suddenly. While i keep waking up thinking: Eh, did i fell asleep? Then don't care, sleep again. And it's morning alr. Now, mac arrived and i'm going to eat. And have my pills. -.- 3 more months to go and i don't need to eat pills everyday. Bye!

Nana Blogged @ 9:02am

2009-02-13T20:52:00.002+08:00

Did you notice my baby ticker has dropped to 2 digits alr? How time flies! It's only 99 days more to my edd. Cool, i can see Bb soon! Can't waaaaaait to painnnnn! (:

Fuck, i wonder why is my laptop's problem now a days, connection to wireless keep going off. Strange, need to disconnect, and connect for couple of times. I think it needs to go for repairing soon. Brought Cookie for her grooming today. She always need more then one groomer to serve her. This time, 3 groomers. One handling the body, one on the face, and another one the limbs. She's always the last one to go one ok. People's dog come later then us also go earlier then Cookie. She's forever very naughty.

In a very good mood today because tomorrow's valentines! Present is coming to me soon, i haven't yet got Dear's present. Aw.. Really don't know what to get for him.

I want to go Similac's events toooooo! ):

Nana Blogged @ 9:00pm

2009-02-12T01:47:00.003+08:00

第三天，他回来了！

Am waiting for Fil to drive Dear home (Yishun) now after his shower at home (Eunos). No more tears on pillow and bed today! And i'll get to celebrate Valentine's this year! Love! (:

Nana Blogged @ 1:48am

2009-02-11T02:30:00.006+08:00

一天没有你，已经很辛苦了。四十天，是不是要我的命！？日子该怎么过呢？我真的真的很需要你。。。

Day one has passed.. Day two has come. Yesterday, day one. 10th feb. Went back home (Yishun) as usual to see Cookie and Mom. Evening time, Melmel came up. And we went off together around 8pm. Met up with Yf and Peisi. Kiddy palace to shop, 55 bucks fly. With only four items. Dear's sentences came up onto my mind "Don't buy pink lah, This one too expensive! Baby, you brought alot alr you know? No money don't come find me ah!" Etc etc. But i still buy leh, at least i brought pink and blue! Homewears lah. No worries. I hate babies wearing blue, they look so dull and dirty. Eee! So i only like brought 2 blues? Which are bright ones and kinda acceptable. Also brought stroller cushion. Kiddy palace designs are always the same. I should go mothercare again and see whether they do sell anot. Or should i wait for Dear to come out and go together? So he won't miss out alot of things.. Ok, let's continue with the day one. Long john for dinner, after that sat outside Long john for awhile. Melmel and Peisi was playing good dog, nice breed. Or what so ever. Making them such a idiot out of themselves. But super funny, they really brings me joy. Laughing non-stop untill my tummy feels a little cramp. Haha, Went to Minitoons and have a walk, Yf and Peisi went off first. While Melmel and i shopped. The bears there are super duper adorable and feel like bringing one home! Too bad, Dear isn't here. No bears for gift at this kind of time. No on time valentine's gift too ): Ok, so Melmel brought his lanyard and off we go. Slacked around awhile more, and then he sent me for cab. Bye takecare! That's all. Mil says monday bring me go see Dear. I hope i can see him! And surely this is the great time for slimming down and know how important is me to himself! Civil defence is really tooooo no-cake. Everyone comes out from there become like pig. I'm serious. -.-'''

Now, day two. Which is today. I still can't sleep. Although i'm very tired. I can't eat alot, although i'm very hungry. What's going on? I start to tear whenever i lie on the bed trying to sleep. It feels bad, i think Bb too. Bb will keep kicking once i cry or feel very sad. And is like those non-stop one. Have to comfort Bb telling his daddy will be back in 40 days, and tell him to sleep because i'm going to sleep soon and stop kicking. I think he understands because he really stops. But when i tried to concentrate again to sleep, i'll start to tear, and Bb starts to move around and kick again. So.. climb out of the bed. Into the kitchen and find food. No food. So i ate junks. Chips? Milk? Everything. but it seems i can't finish anyone of them. Standing infront of the window, trying to make myself don't miss him. But i can't. Back into the room again, took pictures of some Bb's stuffs. And took out all Bb's stuffs and put it back again. Then decided to blog. So here am i, blogging. Mood: Unhappy. Thinking what can i do to make myself sleep earlier because the crib and pram will be delivered here in the morning later from 10am-12pm. I need to wake up at least at 9.30am to bath and prepare. So after the stuffs arrive, i could go pack my things and cab home (Yishun). Problem is.. I really can't fall asleep. But i'm really really very very very tired now.

Clothes, socks and mittens.

The old clothings, gave by relatives.

Baby wipes, special offer at Kiddy palace, $19.50 for 6 packets.

The packed stuffs, all squeeze together -.-

Lastly, i miss Dear always try alot funny actions trying to make me laugh. It's a quite long picture, maybe 2 weeks ago. But i didn't post it up. I hope he's here now to make me laugh then. How do i live.. ? Kindly click the ads for me if there's any ok (: Help appreciated.

Nana Blogged @ 3:08am

2009-02-10T09:01:00.003+08:00

It's the first day i woke up in the morning this month. And it's also the first day i woke up with my feets shivering. When i found out i actually sleep without socks for a day. Which means Dear didn't helped me wear socks for 2 nights alr.

He was actually finishing his duty today at 8am and quickly gets his butt off the office's chair and rush back home as usual. Too bad. Not today. He'll be away for 40 days at DB (Detention Barrack). Or 42 days? Don't ask me why, it's very lame. He has got really unreasonable sir ok. But of cos, he cried and apologise to me on the phone. In fact, i don't feel angry. Just only heartache. Because he'll be away. So he came running back home in a cab yesterday's midnight. Accompanied me for the last 3 hours, and we also had our last hugs and kisses then. I tried to open my eyes as wide as i could, just hoping not to waste the time even if it's one minute. So when he went off, i slept on his place, head on his pillow, hugging tight with his bolster, and with my tears rolling down my cheek. You could imagine how dramatic this is going to be, but that is it. So dramatic it is.

Just now, probably half an hour ago, he spam calls on my phone. Thank god i was too tired yesterday and forgotten to off slient. If not i wouldn't know the results by then. At first i thought was Mom, but was soooo happy when i saw it's his number. Very shock to hear 40 days. Yesterday's midnight i only dare to think at least 7 days ok. He did tell me that DB longest is 40 days, but i didn't bother. I only can bear for 7 days. And fuck: Baby, 我要去DB四十天了,你要等我出来. (And alot of things). I took a long time to let the words and sentences enter my mind because i was half awake. I can feel the 40 days spinning around my mind. Which made me burst out into tears with my half opened eyes. How scary could that be. I still hope to receive his last message. So i tried my luck and msg him, I miss you ): That's all i could thought of at that time. Waited and waited.. *Phone rang* I miss you too, my last msg le. I handling over my phone, you wait for me 40 days. I love you baby, wait for me come out. Sorry, i promise after i go out i won't leave you again. Take care. Something prick into my heart again. Tears flowed down as usual. I'm a big cry baby.

We're going to miss out Valentine's for this year again ): We didn't get to celebrate last year too. He's going to miss out my next check up on the 3rd of march. He's going to miss out seeing me cry like a big baby. And he'll only be back either on 22nd of march, or latest 26th. I've to spend fucking 1 month and 10 days time alone. ALONE WITH BB. And Bb responded to his voice alot of times with his hard kicks. Maybe he knows that his daddy is gonna be away and no more good night kisses? I feel so happy when Bb does respond to his voice, i always think that Bb doesn't likes Dear. Because he always stop moving whenever Dear talks. So it's a miracle that he respond so many times to his voice right. By the time he comes back, we'll just have to wait another 2 months plus to our Bb's arrival.

Mil, and Fil can go and visit Dear. I cannot ): Because our ROM aren't approve yet. We only got chinese wedding, and wedding dinner all that. By law, still not husband and wife. So i'm still waiting for his last call. In order to let me know the visiting time and date. So i could inform Mil and Fil. I don't feel like talking to him leh, feels so sad. ):

没有你的第一天 )': 好想你..

Nana Blogged @ 9:34am

2009-02-09T02:46:00.003+08:00

Dear's sleeping like a pig on the bed alr, while i'm still not asleep and blogging somemore. Very sad because we've not fall asleep together for weeks or months. Mostly i would be the one sleeping first, and him. Watch tv till he's tired then he'll join me. He's always not tired at the time of 4 in the morning. Lol, but he sleeps late, he still have to wake up the same time as me. *Evil laughs*

Saturday, 7th feb. Drag myself out of the bed, got prepared. Ate lunch. And was about to head home (Yishun), when Mil woke up. She said she's going to bring me and Dear to the baby's warehouse to get Bb's cot and pram with Fil. So i called up Mom and said i'll go home (Yishun) later, after i've finish going to the warehouse and dinner. Brought the pram and the cot, actually we've alr choosen at Kiddy palace lah. So we don't have to spend time there choosing the pram and cot. Fil paid, choosed the delivery date then me and Mil head to the second storey for Bb's stuffs. Those etc etc lah. 'Ba kut teh' for dinner. Back at home (Eunos), packed up Bb's stuffs. For like an hour? Yes, there's alot. Booked tickets online, Bride wars. Then faster get out of house, and head back home (Yishun). Stayed about 1 hour plus. Walked to Yishun gv, caught the movie. Supper at mac, cabbed home (Eunos). Tiring tiring day.

Sunday, 8th feb. Mil said we were supposed to go to the temple with her today, but end up we didn't manage to wake up. We just sleep and sleep and sleep... Evening, went down for dinner with Mil, and their relatives. Dear went for hair cut after that. And, home (Eunos). I know it's boring. So i started to miss Cookie! ): Awwww.. I can dream of her voice and innocent face ok. I wanted to go home (Yishun). But mom says don't trouble and run about. Later midnight go home need to take mdnight cab. So i didn't see, or hug Cookie for a day. I bet she miss me toooo! I'm going home tomorrow to kiss her, and Dear needs to book in tomorrow too.

Mil and Fil is going genting on 12th. So i'll be moving back Yishun to stay on 11th till 16th or 17th? Weeee! Cookie's going to sleep with me for at least 5 days! Or even 6! :D

Nana Blogged @ 3:06am

2009-02-07T03:09:00.002+08:00

Here to update since i've nothing to do and still can't sleep yet.

3rd febuary, Check up at 3 in the noon. Routine test, then scanning. I've gained another 4kg, which is 20kg till now. Darn, i still have 3 and a half months to go leh. During the scan, i've noticed Bb grown alot and it's at a acceptable weight for a 24 weeks unborn baby. Problem is, when i ask my gynae to confirm Bb's gender, she said Bb can't be confirmed to be a baby boy. It could be the cord. But she can't see it clearly. Whatever it is, health is the most important thing then. Thank god i don't like blue, so i didn't buy blue clothings for Bb, in case if Bb turns out to be a girl when born. After the check up, went to Causeway Point for a walk. And i think i spend too much money at there -.- Mom brought a new washing machine and tv as both this two are spoiled at our house ): Mommy says she's broke alr.

4th febuary, stayed at home (Yishun) for the whole day.

5th febuary, stayed at home (Yishun) till night then head home (Eunos).

6th febuary, Dear went back camp. I slept till 2 plus in the afternoon, wake up and prepare myself. Then head home (Yishun) to look for mom and Cookie. Stayed till 9 plus in the night and then cab home (Eunos). Baobei then came up awhile to look for me as she's alone outside. She went off about 1am plus i think. Laughs, she's darn lame ok. Chatted on msn, and then mobtv.

Now, blogging. And replying tags. As usual, greetings for CNY tags will not be replied. But happy new year to all too! (:

Nana Blogged @ 3:20am

yihui: eh siallas. cool! hahah. hope u'r doin fine n happi ;D
Reply: Yes, i'm doing fine. I hope you are too (:

O.O: post more wedding picture =) i wanna see all see got anything funny happen anot and sec 1 life sux for me
Reply: I think there's nothing funny happen leh. I'm lazy to post the wedding pictures, too much and it makes me headache to search one by one and post up. Sec one sucks alr? Then how are you going to survive for next 4 or 5 years?

ERICA: HEHE, HAHAHA. OK, funny. Your baby ji cute yi xia.
Reply: Of cos!

huiying: you have a very cute dog ! :D
Reply: Thanks (:

kathie:) icic:)oh ya must take good care of yourself ar:)wat u going to give your baby boi name??
Reply: I will, not sure yet. I haven't decide.

Passerby (: hey (: ha, upload some pictures when you're free ... i wanna see some of your wedding pictures (:
Reply: Sure, but i think wouldn't be so soon. I hate to search one by one. When the folder is filled with 700 over pictures. Makes me go crazy!

passerby7: ur dog is super cute. hehe
Reply: Thanks (:

royston/elite: hi jie , how are you le ? Must rest more hor . Btw now i know now very famous in mummy gangs le . Lol . Your list so many young mummies :x
Reply: What kind of gang? -.- Must be you and your stupid imaginations. Lol.

shishi: ah. die. when your son can talk he'll call me... grandaunt. im only 14 now. ):
Reply: Yes! Will you faint?

Tingting: Nana (: i miss you too. must rest well ok
Reply: I miss you too, i'll rest well. You too leh! :D

DAPHLW: Happy new year ! haha, I watched love matters too, not so nice. all about sexual. so how's life? :)
Reply: Sexual movies good for children. Education leh! Children like us :D LOL. Life's fine, you? I've been wanting to meet you like months. And now .. I'm giving birth in 3 and a half months. So when? ):

XueEr: I wore a night dress during the morning make-up session too. Haha.
Reply: Cool!

yihui: haha ur dear is so cute! LMAOs. hope u'll hv a smooth delivery on EDD. 3mths plus t go! whn he pop out u cfm will miss him inside one. HAHA. tc ok~ lovees
Reply: Indeeeed will miss him inside. Haha! But then i think i won't miss that much, diet you know? LOL. Love!

passerby Tan: nana update more on ur weedding photo leh:)
Reply: Try to ok (:

Yanwen ♥♥: pregnant mama very wang la! kaching*
Reply: Serious?! Means all pregnant ladies sibei rich! :D But i'm not. SOBS!

♥: Was just wondering , did any of your relatives said about your stomach those? Like so young jiu like this ??
Reply: Nope, what for. Haha.

O.O: PUT MORE WEDDING PICTURE i wanna see u when go amh isit the day before new year?
Reply: Let me think.. The day before lunar new year's eve.

Shaguaaa. IM GONNA VISIT YOU WHEN YOU GIVE BIRTH! PROMISE
Reply: Yeah promise darling. But you'll have to bring two presents! LAUGHS!

kathie: ^^u nw how many month le
Reply: 6 months le :D

LL: hellos gal! i pass my driving already.hahas.how are you?
Reply: Grats girl! So how? Getting your own car soon? Then drive on the road :D I'm fine, you?

huiying take care of yourself ! (: I know its weird for me to keep coming, but just wanted to tell you to take care :D ha
Reply: It's ok for you to come often (: Takecare too!

BlogHopper: Is your baby a guy or girl?
Reply: Most probably a male. Not confirmed yet.

joyce: update soon :D
Reply: Updated (: Linked.

Tingting: Nananana (((: i saw you just now at causeway point (((:
Reply: Really?! Causeway where? Haha! Never say hi!

passeron: erm...can u answer my question.cos i ver scared that i am pregnant.how you know that you are pregnant?after weeks when u start to vomit or the next day after u have sex,then u start to vomit?
Reply: Urm, pregnancy symtoms won't come right after the day you have sex. It may be weeks or months. Depends on your body. I start to vomit when i'm about 2 months pregnant.

GIRL: Nana , i need your help i only turn 16 on early sep but i think im pregnant will my boyf get into trouble ? thanks ..
Reply: You won't. Like what tingg told you loh.

mexing: hey, i dunno i should say this or not. but after everyth bitter or sweet your mummy is th one definitely there for you like she always do (: Anyw, you are a great mommy to be tooooo :D
Reply: Thanks! (:

{♥}renee™: where is ur broo?
Reply: Add me at msn? I tell you.

reader: hi , did u realise almost every of ur post u will say: reply of tags later/nxt post etc
Reply: Of cos i did realise! I'm the one who's typing. Lol.

2009-02-06T00:58:00.007+08:00

I thought of replying the tags tonight. But i think, not now. Tomorrow night probably. I'm having great family stuffs to stress about, and i'm very worried for Mom ): Should i move back? She's all alone now.. She's the reason why i always don't bear to move out.

你害了我们的老妈。难道你没想过后果吗?

Nana Blogged @ 1:o1am

Updated, Nope, my Mom isn't the one to be having problems. But she's indeed the one stressing everyday now. Worry for her is because she's living alone with Cookie and i'm afraid she might be lonely. There's no problems with her. Lol.